我的心太乱

夜里难以入睡 用什么可以麻醉 情绪太多怎堪面对
不是不要你陪 有些事你无法体会 卸下了防备 孤独跟随

我想要一个 自己的空间 能够好好想想我们之间的明天
如果爱情不如我们想象的甜美 那么所有的罪让我来背

我的心太乱 要一些空白 你若是明白 让我暂时的离开
我的心太乱 不敢再贪更多爱 想哭的我
却怎么哭也哭不出来 我的心太乱 要一些空白
老天在不在 忘了为我来安排 我的心太乱 害怕爱情的背叛 想哭的我 像是一个迷路小孩 迷路的小孩

夜里难以入睡 用什么可以麻醉 情绪太多怎堪面对
不是不要你陪 有些事你无法体会 卸下了防备 孤独跟随

我想要一个 自己的空间 能够好好想想我们之间的明天
如果爱情不如我们想象的甜美 那么所有的罪让我来背

我的心太乱 要一些空白 你若是明白 让我暂时的离开
我的心太乱 不敢再贪更多爱 想哭的我
却怎么哭也哭不出来 我的心太乱 要一些空白
老天在不在 忘了为我来安排 我的心太乱 害怕爱情的背叛 想哭的我 像是一个迷路小孩 迷路的小孩

went to see tiac, teh lan, panda and nic play national age group at Pocket Bowl today..they didnt really play well i guess...esp tiac..can see him so frustrated..somemore the toopid lane spoil..den change to a lane where tiac will kick the wall if he wanna spare pin 7..ai ya..but he tink too much also lah..he still haf a big gap from his feet and the wall..but he scared so keep pulling the ball..which coz it to hook..hai...dun worry lah tiac..i'm sure u can do betta in the next few days..since ur dear danny gif u some tips liao hehe..after tat went to BPP..took london cab there hehe..quite ex lah...but damn comfortable lo..somemore can tok face to face..den all of them all bully mi leh..keep saying the "sensitive" word haha..esp tat toopid tiac and teh lan...somemore say careful later behind got ppl horn u haha..heard from toh tat hE was here quite early today..walking here and there..hmmm...was bowling wif the rest..den suddenly turn back and saw him playing pool..hai..was already very frustrated wif my own bowling le..really sux lo..hai...den see him..even more sian..today nv even tok or look at him..see him i also dunno wat to do..more sian..mood more bad..can really see the change lo..coz ever since he told him things last nite..i really dunno how to face him le..really dunno..somemore this morning still receive his msg hai...wat am i suppose to do maN! den awhile later he was gone..guess go fetch his dear louis ba haha..(sorrie louis...hehe)den nv see him again today liao..heng leh..well today's quite a ok day lah..abit tired..the feeling of having not cash wif u sux lo..haha

10:49 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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