try to not tink bout anything..after crying myself to slp with those songs..i woke up in the morning..saw his msg..some ppl might say i'm selfish..or i'm wrong..saying tat i'm not giving chance or anything..but wat can i do?? wat haf i done wrong?? if i was to gif the chance..will i ever be happy?? will he?? being wif somebody i onli feel friendship for..how to go on?? ai qing shi bu neng mian qiang de..mian qiang shi bu hui you xin fu de..i'm sorrie for wat i've said..but i'm telling u wat i feel..arghh..somebody's giving mi attitude..like i'm wrong..i'm selfish..i noe tat he cares for mi alot..i can care for him as a fren..onli a fren..i feel pressured..i dun even noe myself..i noe some ppl might tink i'm stupid..there's so many ppl who care for me..wanna care for mi..not 1 or 2..maybe 3..but they might tink i dun even appreciate everything...u ppl aRE WRONG! i totally feel grateful and appreciative..but knowing tat somebody loves u..doesnt mean u haf to love the person back rite?? noe wat i meaN? i cant do wat ppl wan..esp in this kinda matter..i noe wat i wan..i'm finding for wat i wan..there's somethings tat i really dunno how to say or explain..i'm juz tired..the person whom i tot i can tok to..is not there..coz he's needed..some ppl who tot tat shouldnt noe..noe everything..hai..guess those ppl now tink i'm the bad gurl..the gurl whose letting all feel the taste of rejection..the taste of loneliness..but wat am i suppose to dO?? i'm not acting blur..there's somethings tat i really dunno..i'm not sure..guess i'm always the bad 1 rite..last time also..now also..hai..of coz their frens will all side them..but who is there to side mi??!! expect for a couple of ppl i noe tat's all..hai...neEd sPacE to bReaThe..i juz feel tat some decision u make nobody can stop u de..u haf to be determine!if u haf the courage to say..den face the reality..got ppl tell mi tat it's a miricle tat i've not really gone bowling for the past few days..or should i say since tues..after the league..hai..juz dun feel like doing anything..juz wanna laze..juz be ME for these few days..listening to songs tat i like..watching tv..slacking like i used to..den maybe ou er go play a few games..hai..whenever i'm down..i juz like to workout..juz exercise my way thru..make myself sweat..den i'll feel gd..hai..well..jia you ba!....


学会

几片落叶 孤单的很绝对 九月的风 让心很累
我走过分手那天的街尾 纪念我深深爱过的人是谁
爱像指纹印在心里 真的很美 应该忘了你
可是我学不会 别再问我那一天才能学会 我要的世界
你不能给 有些爱情会给时间一些香味
它迟了一点却把我的心 灌醉 谁看见我流过了几次眼泪
它滴在心里 让我学会 每段故事都有关于它的收尾
它偶尔可以提醒我自己 不能退
回忆让季节拿走他的颜色 走着走着 你就会忘记我

10:03 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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