i hate myself..i hate myself for acting..to put out a fake front..if u dun like it..juz say..why hide it in ur feelings?? i hate it when i see those things..are u regretting?? but who was at the wrong at first?? when i saw that..i told myself..juz let go..there's no turning back..and nth u can do..
there's so many feelings when i see them..all different feelings..looking at some now..i ask myself..wat the heck happen before man..why like tat...
diddy told mi to let go..time will heal..muz be happy..thanx sweetie for listening..
ppl ask mi bout others guys i'm close to..i say i'm not interested in them..so he ask mi why i sun look like i like relationships..i say..i'm juz not ready..although if i can really find 1 i'll be happy..but i dare not take the risk..and anyway i'm too busy now..and i haf my sweetie, my gor, my pal..i guess i'm fine ba..
i feel so distant from her now..when i say something..it's like arghh..why do u haf to reply like tat..like u asking things in return instead of doing it whole-heartedly or smthing..we are not like before rite..it's juz diff i guess
i start to "hate" more instead of "love" more now..i tink alot of bad side of ppl..why..wat's wrong wif mi now?? i dun understand!!! hai...
like jo say..why nowadays frens around us like to "like" ppl who are attached?? i dunno also..weird though..well..sooo same...but so diff also..i dunno wat to do also..(well guess u guys dunno wat i'm toking...i'm living in my own world ba!)
proj sux..bringing things to fall apart...bowling, frens..everything..dunno why..well guess gor is at the bbq now..enjoy urself guys..tiac dun xiao qi le ok..sorrie cant bring u food..

i need love
jien's so cute!

8:25 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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