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Monday, August 09, 2004
i like to sit and daydream. (:



yesterday's bbq wasnt really a success, there was quite alot of leftover food..all dunno how to eat de..(hope my bbq wun be like tat..got louis and gang..shld be fine ba..)my cousin came wif her bf..saw him once during new yr onli..dun look like the same leh..(although is the same i tink..hehe)see them so nice..feeding each other food..so sweet..hai..mi feed baby betta haha..den there's this gurl call xiao shuang..nv see her before..but she's some relative of mine..3 and a half yrs..damn cute..she noe how to speak malay to the maid..haha..den she keep asking mi and my other cousins play wif her..dun wanna let us go..when my cousin leaving she hug her and dun let her go..den i ask her slp wif mi tonite..den she say ok..den ask her mum next morning den fetch her hm..haha..she really very cute lo..
my dear pal is falling sick..drink more water hor..went to plaza eat juz now..den went up, saw teh lan..den my fake "didi" bought the same phone as mi..dUH!..ok fine fine..saw BOM results..mr ding not bad..but i heard he suan my pal..ask him go die lah..tink he very gd meh..heard from teh lan he wear tinted specs..hmm..wanna be 2nd edmund yup arh? pissed wif my parents again..hao xin ask my mother things..den got nagged by my dad..fine lah..if u dun wanna go..den i shall go wif my frens..i juz wanna go a gif myself alittle prez for my bday mah..they didnt noe..say i waste $$..hai..so pissed at tat time..also dunno how to tell them..lucky got my teddy hear mi out..thx ted..
i tink i bottle up alot of feelings..esp to my parents..i feel like i cant xpress all my feelings to them..esp my inner feelings..hai..sian
saw a couple of photos..didnt xpect to see it..well guess wat i tot at first was wrong..u guys are more den i xpected..hai..didnt tot it will be till now..wat am i feeling..why like tat leh?? peeps changed..maybe things are diff..no strength..no energy..to do work..bowl or anything..laze. feel diff when i see them..diff from last time..felt a distance when toking to each of them..is this wat it suppose to change to?? somethings dunno how to say..
24hrs more for gor to be back home...miss ya..
~ wO bu xIaNg wO ~

永夜

午夜十二点 阳光那么荒凉猛烈
整个人间没有人烟 打碎最后一只酒杯 吞下最后一滴泪
没有酒夜醉 没有星星夜得过这一夜
梦与梦交界 昏昏欲睡半年白天 半年失眠天才黑
三百六十五天得罪 二十四小时的夜
北边的北边无路可退 背对整个世界
渐渐 放开了你的指尖 忘记了你的侧脸折射的光圈
燃烧的一瞬间无聊的这几年
不得不相信缘分原来真的 玄之又玄
我早就渐渐 不在想你那么美
不敢想第一场雪有你得依偎
寂寞得北极圈 失去的地平线
永远永远永远的永夜 OH~ 爱你的夜 (永远的夜)OH~

爱只剩一天

伸出右手 抱住微微颤抖的肩 最后放纵你的任性
这一回 既然爱她 就别后悔
闭上双眼 松开被你紧握的手 太悲伤就无法微笑
看你走 情愿选择不回头
那就分手吧 谁也别哭啦 那就分开吧 别再为难啦
爱只剩一天 就别再贪图什么永远
双手握不住的时候 终究要各自海角天边
爱只剩一天 就说好明天不再见面
感觉已消失在瞬间 爱的记忆从此搁浅在昨天

4:40 PM




PROFILE

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

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