got nagged by my mother..came hm late and stuff..well..i didnt wanna come back early last nite was becoz i dun wan come hm den tink this tink tat..very sian..guess many ppl had lots of probs and tink on their minds ba..hai..wat season is this..why everybody like tat..
juz realised tat i did my proj wrongly..had to re-do..sian sian sian..
bro had a cut on his eyebrow..tink quite deep..went to "glue" it..the new "stich" method i guess..
i feel very xing ku..i dunno why..projs due soon, exams coming, no money, personal probs..
ppl 1 mth earn almost $2000 leh..somemore why dun wanna bring her up leh?? wat were the excuses u gave mi last time?? when i put in so much and wat i got?? a deep cut..tat's wat i got..becoz of u..cried like a very lost gurl..but see wat's happening now?? i regretted wat happen..but it was sure a lesson learnt..i hate u..i hate u for doing it to mi..tempt mi and leave..now freaking rich hor..all for her rite..fine..we were nv meant to be k! so dun at times msg mi and tell mi wat we had sweet memories and stuff before..WE HAD NOT..and I DUN REMEMBER ANYTHING..i onli noe..u hurt mi..coz i tot i gave it all..u haf mi made my FIRST WRONG..which i kinda regret..coz i hurt somebody in return..(i'm sorrie)i hate the sight of u..i wanna SHOW u how HAPPY i am without u..not onli YOU can gif mi happiness..GET OUT mAN!..where's all those "so real" reasons u gave mi before?? ot's all the opp izzit?? sometimes feel like being a guy..I HATE U for entering PART of my LIFE!
and u..dun tink we pity u or anything k..we DUN..or shld i say I DUN..tink by keeping quiet and not there means we wld feel bad..NO I DUN! i dun wanna see ur facE too!
HATE, HATE, HATE is all in my mind..wat am i becoming..i cant LOVE, i cant put LOVE into my life becoz i'm afraid of ppl betraying my trust, hurting mi, lying to mi..i dun wanna see tat! i noe the world outside is complicated tat's why i haf to PROTECT myself(guess u guys all tink i'm toking rubbish rite..i'm juz venting my anger here..tat's all)
tml still bowling the RC thing..waste $$ but wat to do..i already agreed..tml dunno will see KY ma..dunno wat he'll gif mi..who cares..hai..
tinking of going "milo" also..but i'm a girl..i noe it's more ma fan..my gor also not going somemore..den need $$, den scared later sch start le how..
i dunno wat is relationship..it's all bout frens frens frens and studies studies studies and bowling bowling bowling now..
had a surprise of the century..well but i've overcomes it..coz i didnt expect it..and another thing is a made another enemy..dunno how to face it..do i need to put a fake front?? somemore tell another person..i'll be paiseh when i see him de lo..u are scary..maybe u juz love him too much..watever...
thanx gor..thanx for everything..always being there and hearing mi out..tinking bout not having u..i feel kinda lost..coz i dunno who to consult my probs to..coz i dunno who i can really trust..
mi...bITCH

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

你的柔情似水
几度让我爱得沉醉
毫无保留 不知道后悔
你能不能体会真情可贵

没有余力伤悲
爱情象难收的覆水
长长来路 走得太憔悴
你只留下我收拾这一切

* 不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让你的吻留着余味
忘了曾经爱过谁
慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让你的脸梦里相对
爱的潮水已经退
我的真情不再随便给

害怕

WU WO 我突然觉得有点怕 爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开 我们的想法落差

我的爱 是说停不能停 已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的 爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱 我不再
去执拙我是谁 我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的 为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情 左右你我

而哭泣都是因为爱 也逼自己不掉泪
让往日不只是有你 这网里我也撑着 拼了命的守着

1:59 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

+iKa.sHoRtiE
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jOl3Ne
michie-mich
fRieNdStEr
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