heavy rain today..
somethings u dun expect come running at u at times..u get shock..confused..but u still gotta face it....
went to meet alicia go yanah's hse..went there..felt like missing them so much..saw wrongz and juz feel like giving her a hug...well..we stayed there awhile for dinner den after tat it was still kinda early so i went plaza..finaly saw our dear giraffe so long nv see him..miss him so much lo..now the hair more color den mine lo!!! well still the same guy always bluff mi..say mi fat( ok i am i admit)..we had a great walk hm..hehe..hope so hor..cannot let mi walk hm alone de ma..
nowadays got a weird feeling..but nobody to tok to..nobody comfortable to tok bout it..coz i'm confused..i'm silly..i dunno why..but i DO really wan a stable life ahead...at least for the few yrs more..alicia..u are really the best choice to tok to..really...hai..have really been waiting for the chance to catch up...well urs is 1-sided..but mine is i'm the PROBLEM. feel tired at times...feel lonely at times..miss the times i have last time...but sometimes feel so comfortable and free when i do not tink bout it....sometimes watching shows or movie make mi wanna tink bout it..bout him and wonder if wat i tink is wat i really wan..not onli for now..but later in life....like u say u are comfortable when u are with him..but i'm not to tat yet..i still dun wanna hang out with him alone u see...hai...really..so troubled..dunno why..maybe hols too free den tink this and tat..super sian..somethings are up to urself..ppl can onli gif u advice..the final decision is still up to u....he's willing to change for mi..but am i willing to praise and go thru wat he is going thru now? i dunno...tat's the knot i've yet to untie...and i'm still waiting for the choice to appear.......
well recently lots of shows bout kids..yes violence and homeless...well i've decided..i wanna be a social-worker next time. somebody who can help these kida wif child abuse and somebody who can get these kids love and warmth they are missing out from...really...this is really my target...coz i really cant see them with no help. after seeing the episode on true files..i've decided..well i dunno why the boy did not get any help but i'm willing to help kids so really need help..well i dunno why i say so much lah..hai..not onli kids..if can old ppl also ok...wat they wan is not the money u can gif them..it's the love and care u are able to shower them with. 大人们始终不明白,她要的是陪伴,而不是六百块,比你给的还简单

有一点动心

我和你 男和女 都逃不过爱情
谁愿意 有勇气 不顾一切付出真心
你说的 不只你 还包括我自己
该不该再继续 该不该有回应
让爱一步一步靠近 我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛 有那么一点点动心
一点点迟疑 不敢相信我的情不自禁
我对你有一点动心 不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心 一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去 难以抗拒 OH
人最怕就是动了情 虽然不想不看也不听
却陷入爱里 我和你 男和女 都逃不过爱情
也许应该放心 让爱一步步靠近

假面的告白(this is for me...how i feel..listening........)

好像缺了一块　再拼不回来　再不存在　比空白更空白
每一次我想起来　其实你都还在　蓝色悲哀　流过我的静脉
我不要爱　你不会爱　你只爱接受爱
眼睛睁不开　看不到未来　也哭不出来
好像碎了一块　再补不回来　再不存在　比空白更空白
每一次我想起来　其实你都还在　蓝色悲哀　流过我的静脉
我不要爱　我不要爱　可是我离不开
假面的告白　不坦白的坦白
你不会爱　你不会爱　你只爱接受爱
眼睛睁不开　看不到未来　也哭不出来　被时间活埋
从盛开到腐坏　然后爱　从洁白到苍白从苍白到尘埃
我想离开　我想离开　可是我还期待
假面的告白　对自己　不坦白
你不会爱　你不会爱　你害怕接受爱
把两手张开　抓不到未来　抓不到未来　有你的未来
好像碎了一块　再补不回来
再不存在　比空白更空白
每一次我想起来　其实你都还在　浓的悲哀　化不开

1:03 AM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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