Wednesday, November 17, 2004
i like to sit and daydream. (:
想用一杯Latte把你灌醉 好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味 你不懂这种感觉 早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前 证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的 那些憔悴 是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解 我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退 我的防备 静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会 我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔 不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪 为你做任何改变 也唤不回你对我的坚决
feeling betta from the pain..hope it gets betta soon..well dunno wanna go for PBC selection ma..toopid..the go-off date clash wif sch-reopen..why NP start so earLY!!!! arghhh..tat's why i'm tinking so much..clash den IF..i say IF got selected den still muz ask PBC write letter..but laogong also say first wk of sch nth much de ba..somemore if i dun try i dun STAND a CHANCE at all..but if i TRY..at least there's a SMALL chance..hai..my dear pal also not sure..say he run water...not like mi..have been RUNNING...haha..go up also like nobody go..onli maybe got tiac, laogong,...dunno who le..gor got reservist cant go..sian..den if let's say on the 1/12 i going cruise den kinda rush..come back on the 3rd..den 4th muz go le..wah...sian sian sian..
oh ya tat day, sat, got the ivp training..super sian lo..girls onli 4 of us go..haha..geraldine, and the rest all nv come..ai ya they no need to go de la..den go there rot..well wat can u expect from R.K. training??!! hehe..den mi and nic like rotting lo..bowl like 2 games den we say tired le..coz super sian..haha..hai...
this wk like not much activities ba..mi haf been avoiding leagues hehe..warren de i dun wanna play..den CdaNs de..i keep saying i cant make it..maybe next wk ba..den hmmm maybe nxt wk will be a more interesting wk ba..hope so..sch starting LE!!!!! super sian!!!..WTH..
==>update on my wishlist:
*i wan the perfume...escada sentiment*
*tiffany&co's necklace or ring..hehe asking too much hor...*
*new hairstyle??* (duH cut here and there still same coz i dun dare to try..
DYE i NEED!!))
*roxy tote bag*
*a really gd and cool place tat i can chill out and not tink bout anything..and probably a spa and stuff will be gd hehehehe...*
*iPOD mini/creative zen-touch* (hint my dad leh..hee wif the stero de also..)
*GOLA bag*
*choc spa* (too ex lo..well let's juz dreammm...)
*strawberry spa!!!* (yes yes yes!! yum yum!!)
*saw many places to relax and eat on TV..date wif my guy will be great there hehe*
*grow taller???hehe* (ask the leader UP there ba hehe)
*FCUK shirt..(3pieces)
*roxy bermmudas*
*a tan*(maybe la..wanna see how i look like when tan)
*dIET!!!*(I nEED iT mAN!)
*a new mani & pedi(let's wait till dec..let my nails rest hor haha)
*good results bowling*
*a NEW bowliNG shoessss!!!*(waiting to take from laogong)
hmmm..christmas is coming!!!! hehe...
5:27 PM
