Thursday, December 30, 2004
i like to sit and daydream. (:
new yr resolution:
--improve in bowling--
--to be able bowl in bigger tournament--
--improve in studies--
--spend more time with family & friends--
--more organised schedule--
--be more sensible--
firstly..
SORRIE LAOGONG..dun angry k..
this wk past kinda fast..the new yr is coming..but juz before tat something BIG and TERRIBLE happen..hai..so sad bout the
tusnami tat happen..seeing all those pictures on tv..and the rising death toll..and the soon spreading dieases..i'm tinking
wat and how the world is becoming man..well those who can give $ den give..if not watever daily things u can gif also can lo..maybe becoz this happen in
asia..and near us..tat's why feeling so much..
today somebody said something tat hit mi.."tml where u going to celebrate new yr's eve"? i asked. "going out with him lo"she said. "oooo..wah gd hor.."i said. "haha ya..must spend the last min of this yr with him and the first min of next yr with him ma" she said. i laughed and said watever...but it really hit mi..thinking..who is the person i can do tat to..nobody...............
silence.
"My Happy Ending"
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus]
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
Lost without you
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes (and I say)
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cause I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never givin' in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my bed's so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
11:26 PM