the wk tat has juz past was quite hectic..went out till late nites..been feeling tired emotionally and physically.

blogging is acutally a gd way of releasing things tat u dun wish to say out..it's like a way of expressing urself..things tat u've kept inside...

how would u feel if u were called a bitch? (as in a scolding manner and not like joking when u are out with ur girls, it's in a serious manner) don't u noe tat u gotta be careful or wat u say bout others? evil comments u made? and save ur "bitch" language if there's somebody there who hears and tells..some ppl juz make nonsense and non-sensical comments about others. Why wun they ever think they are the ones in fault instead of FINDING FAULT in others? why stop ppl in making frens? even monkeys make frens with other monkeys..when i heard wat happen.. i was expecting it yet kinda shock. I didnt even take fault in u at first..and try to make things normal..smile at u..yet u return to mi a ever-black looking face. wat did i do wrong? i dunno..i juz dun understand...i mean why was i even called tat kind of "name"? "name" which is offensive and hurt ppl thru the heart. I feel like a useless person..not knowing wat's real..who's a fren..and wat's happening outside my world. A world where i can hear and see. Now i'm always on a look out on the way ppl look at mi. THe way they stare, look and be nice. I try to avoid ppl whom i tink heard bout the gossip and the way they were told bout how i am. I hurt. i'm not being too paranoid or anything, i juz want an answer. a question tat sometimes i even suspect myself of, am i a "bitch"? No use crying. Because i wun noe wat i'm crying for, but at tat min when i was told of wat really happen..i felt like juz shouting and crying, but there were ppl around, and i dun wanna show tat i'm weak. I cant tell u. I'm afraid tat u'll get crazy and be so angry bout it. I tell u everything, but except this. I'm lost. I nv even think of competing with u. Nv even cross my mind. I was down and bad mood when i heard it. But i had to put up a face. A face that shows tat "i'm fine. nth happen before" it's hard when i'm with another. I dunno. I'm confused. I tot everything was fine already. I really dun mind u juz giving mi tat black face, but juz dun insult mi when u're with all ur frens!! telling them wat kinda person i am..and spoiling my reputation! (am serious) i mean ppl might not even noe mi..but when after hearing my name they remember bout wat u say and tink of wat kinda person i am...even ppl who dun really noe mi are fighting back for mi, i dunno wat are u caught in for. I dun wanna be misunderstood! i wanna be mi. Shereen Low. and not Bitch.

3:47 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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