eh..seriously..how FAT am i? how FAT is FAT?! i've always been this chubby ma..since young...the only time tat ppl say my cheek has sunken was onli juz tat ONCE..no more..i dun like tat..coz when i see myself in the mirror..with the skinny cheeks..i tink it's ugly..like i always say skinny=ugly, slim=pretty, wat u really are=beautiful. all i got was the "ur cheeks are fat" action and "ur thighs too!" kinda thing..YES YES i noe k!!! i GET ur meaninG!!! i'm sure i put on some weight since u guys saw me(which is long agooo)..how can u not put on when everyday u reach hm is to sit down and do ur proj and stuff..and the only time u wan is to juz slack and lie on the couch to watch tv???? fine fine..i'm FAT..satisfied?? i will..i will lose it right after my exams..i cant stand all the comments and action..thanx anyway!!!!!!!!!!

some ppl might say "why let all these affect u?"..yesss i noe i shouldnt..and why should i care how ppl look at me as long as i'm happy..but..i'm still a GIRL noe..although whenever i hang out with my buddies..we're like "brothers"..me toking like a guy..well..maybe acting like a guy..but afterall..i'm still a GIRL..i have a GIRL's soul!!! as can u please watch wat u say?? i'll get hurt..and tell me plzzz..which say WONT be HURT when u tell her directly tat she's FAT.

tot it could be a fun and interesting thing..but well..it start and ended quite bad i guess.

last nite met up with frens..but teddy didnt come..*humph*..well had swensens..den went to the alley to laze..hasnt done tat for long man.....haha..dunno how many mths i havent been at BP alley and rotting at uncle soh's shop..haha..well..we did la..it was all gd i guess...well onli to find out tat the "playboy" has dump another girl again..i dun blame them..blame him..poor thing.....how come he can nv get it done once and for all?? i'm sorrie..it's my emotion.

hai..anyways..the onli "good"..well..compared to the rest of the day..was tat bei bei drop the vcd in my letterbox becoz it was late to meet...and was with a note..saying till like "if you nv open the letterbox first thing in the morning..u'll die!!" haha..well i sneak out and open..well..hahaha..thanx arh!!! haha..hmmm...

sorrie..the whole entry today's juz based on my emotions...pms haha

woke up this morning feeling very tired..very "not in a gd mood"..hai...and i guess the wkend is juz going to pass like tat...juz like tat........

still cant decide if i should go, should go, should go? or juz shouldnt go at all...i'll tink..i will tink..............

i will lose.

i will win.

i'm lazy.

who to chooose? u or u?

me.myself.i

only i.

3:22 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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