Friday, August 12, 2005
i like to sit and daydream. (:
how great can it be when u're happy the grade u got for ur report..and then....this D+ paper came..and juz bash all ur hopes....it was terrible....how can it be???!!! arghhh..so angry..so disapointed at myself!!! well but as said...get sad and disappointed it TODAY and start new TOMORROW!!! yes i will..i will......
the wkend is here again!!! happy..coz i noe..this wkend will be a gd one..well i hope it will be...with the dinner with my family hehe..and urmm..a thing said by dad..i will be gd..i'm a fortunate girl..i'll be a happy girl in this coming wk..i will..
everyone is like, "Shereen, ur bday coming hor...."....haha..yes yes it is...omg..so paiseh..den somemore my dear funai and abby come tell mi, "wah shereen ur wishlist very long hor..." haha yes yes peeps...is abby ask mi put up de!!! well..WISHLIST ma...put as much wishes i wan lo..haha...thanx everybody for the concern about my MANLY voice and the sniff and coughing i've done to irritate u ppl haha..sorrie LO!!!annnnddddd....YES i DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND..thank YOU!
anyways....watever tat's happy comes with a sad "germ" to tag along rite..hee..but it's not really sad la..but juz a thought tat has been going thru my mind these few days:
i miss u ppl..those times we had..the laughter..the quarrals..the tears...time wun wait for us...time will bring these memories back and forth..but i'll always remember those times..coz i cherish u peeps...wonder if u ppl remember mi..but i will..and you!! "chi xin jue dui"..i will remember..how we knew the song and telling each other it was nice and at tat time tat singer wasnt even famous..nobody knew it..till lately it came out..whenever i hear this song..it bring mi back to the scene..the senario tat u gave mi..the song..i will remember..........
"ni bu zai"..same..i hear this i tink of u..maybe it's the sudden change and the things tat i've done to hurt u before..i regretted..i did..i really did..well now then i realised..i noe u tried to be gd to me..which i took for granted..a lesson learnt..it will be..after hearing much..i didnt like it..but...there's juz this part of mi tat cant seem to forget..i didnt tell anybody this..really didnt..coz i dunno how to put it..coz it was mi who DID harm to u..well guess at tat time..we both hurt each other..i really dun dare to tell u the truth bout wat happen..till now...hai...noe when i see ur photo..i juz...i dunno how..something la..juz hope u are doing gd now..whenever u see mi..u juz dun smile..i hate tat..really...and i'm really sorrie...really really sorrie...SORRY.
i admire u..the way u are able to move on so soon..but if u are doing well..which i can see u are..i hope the best for u..always..it might juz fade off..but it was once there..definatly once..miss you.
do i really wanna go back to the past?
how can i move on?
who will be there to lead me?
my mind, my heart, myself it will be.
i will be happy.
i know.
sorry.
==>update on my wishlist:
*dIET!!!*(I nEED iT mAN!)*
*precious thot wedding dolls* (esp the GUY doll de from wisma)
*i wan the perfume...clinique happy hearts,escada sentiment*
*good results in both studies & bowling*
*i need my frens!!!!*
*tiffany&co's necklace or ring..hehe asking too much hor...*
*a really gd and cool place tat i can chill out and not tink bout anything..and probably a spa and stuff will be gd hehehehe...*
*mp3 player(maybe la..saw a few and tempted lo hehe)
*mini-toons tigger with the ladybug on it's feet..hehe sooo cute!!*
*big sized tatty bear (me to you) hehe*
*citigem necklace(from the 9pm show..the flower-look-alike de..but like formed by leaves hehe) and silver bangle
"a machine tat can light up at nite and has stars pics on it, when it's on it'll shine the pictures on the ceiling or wall..i dunno wat it's called la haha)
*lava-lamp*(waiting for so long)
*musical ferris wheel*
*choc spa* (too ex lo..well let's juz dreammm...)
*strawberry spa!!!* (yes yes yes!! yum yum!!)*
*grow taller???hehe* (ask the leader UP there ba hehe)
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