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Monday, October 17, 2005
i like to sit and daydream. (:



another wkend has pass...and den 2 more wkends later...sch's going to start again...timetable's ok...this sem..no alternate fri break though but shld be fine..beside projs la haha..

hang out awhile with funai on wed coz she was in town and my mum was going facial..so hang out with her awhile...haha..didnt noe she's soooo into books..well now i noe heee...we love the same kinda movies hahaa...didnt expect u to go 40yr old virgin on the same day i recommanded to u though..haha..but it was awesome ritey?? heeee...saw a couple of things i wanna buy...blouse($340), bag($60)....hai...like tat already $400..more den my 1 mth's allowance...hmmm..nvm den

went for the free haircut tat ling-mei book for mi heee...well high class place it was..esp after reading a mag tat it was opened by a international hairdresser..and 1 haircut from him is almost $700 bucks...and he onli come by few times a mth onli...if he has appointment..i wanna meet those whose hair are cut by him!!! anyways...my hair's short..as usual..but if done with some styling like they did for mi..it's nice..but being lazy..it juz look like small girl's haircut......arghhhh j's going to see it today..he's going to juz laugh at mi!!!! =P

made cookies on fri..had quite a mess with the micro-wave coz both mi and my mum dunno how to bake with it..haha..but made the cookies...cousins all say not so bad la..onli my mum say got a "smelly-oil" taste...kinda like coconut taste..but not bad for 1st time..but i wanna make the real one after learing from cat heee...den i'll show u ppl tat i can COOK or BAKE k!!! bleah. spend the day watch rented shows..and nth much though..

yday went over to grandma's place...delicacy of food for dinner again..love her cooking!!! sambal sotong..fry turnip...yum!!!! delicious!!!

as for today..nth much but rotting..and urmmmm..staring out the window?? haha...well my hols aint tat gd after all..but well..can do la hor..haha..making choc fondue later...at the request from my neighbours..haha..will try it out...hope they wun regret eating...haha...

as for u..u noe who u are..gotta get over it k..gotta make ur decision if u wanna gif up or not..if u do..den make it swift..it wun be easy..but dun put urself in the usual situation of not being able to eat, drink or slp..heard from someone tat the only way of not having tat "restless" and "down" look is the look and walk away from the usual "script" of "torturing" urself....cry u may..cry all u want...vent ur unhappiness..but u gotta get out of it..otherwise u'll go into depression becoz u feel tat u cant do anything..and now..nth is worth for u to go on living or staying in tat circle for...u have all our support...cry, scream, suffer...all u wan..but..get out fast. if u dun wanna gif it up...den hang on..but nv nv put urself in the shoes where u'll suffer hanging on..coz it wun do both parties gd..trust mi..it wun..
decision is up to u. gif up or not. u have my, our support. get out of the life. I, we, can all talk, advice and scream at u for being like tat..but onli u, urself muz zhen zuo..stand up for urself..muz understand urself..like i'll say to my frens who are deep in the circle.."even if u suffer like this alone, he/she will nv noe..even if they do, they'll not help, they'll not be sad..coz if they also have the same feeling as u..do u tink they want u like tat? if they dun haf the same feeling..needless to say..they'll juz heck care..and u noe it urself, don't tell mi u cannot...u can..u sure can."

support u.

take care.

my fren.

11:47 AM




PROFILE

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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