Sunday, February 26, 2006
i like to sit and daydream. (:
didnt feel like studying...at least it's fine for DPIP but for SF.....arghhh...kill me ppl...really dunno wat to study...hai.....can it be over soon...pleasseee...but gotta go back to study later...otherwise sours will 'slap' me hor...heeee..-_-"
yday was happening at my place man..mum's old frens came over...say wanna intro one of their son to me den maybe my mum and his mum could become in-laws...lame lame lame...ladies........den after they left..the kampung gang came over...food food and more food..felt sinful yday coz i had choc fondue and mango strudel...and had in late at nite=supper(supper=fat!) yikes heee...geesh......like sours say...i'll become a BIG JUICY COUCH POTATO if i dun include exercise in my schedule during my hols..booooo blah blah blah...
hmmm just running thru my songs and remembered tat i love this song hee(cheryl too rite):
Kelly Clarkson - Because Of YouI will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraidI lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my lifeMy heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thingBecause of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you saw someone of wat i've learnt yday...he is intellectual abled but physically disabled.
just how much can i go?
all the best to all have papers!!!
-2 more days to holiday!-
12:21 PM