i know u're feeling frustrated coz u're kinda in the 'middle' of all the confusion of wat is ACTUALLY happening..i've yet to hear out wat the whole senario and reason is..but i wanna ask u 1 quez..'are u angry with me'? i saw ur entry..and sound like u're angry with somebody...i dunno if it's mi..i guess we're all confused and since it did mention 'the person'..as frens we jus wanna help i guess...maybe we're just reading too much into it..and trying to 'explain' too much..i just wan u to know tat it's not us who 'labelled' u..it was the other 'her'...coz she dun noe u well..i mean..not say we know u TAT well..but we just noe u're not the kinda person who'll hear and tell..and i choose to tell u wat i heard becoz i felt tat u are in the position to know...somehow...i jus hope this whole thing will end and we're as gd as old. dun let other ppl come into the middle of our relationship..we'll the onli grp tat's staying strong..i hope tat we can still be...*smiles* (ms efficient, ms last-min, ms graphics and ms collation) heee

oh ya and bout the 'backstabber' thing..it's defiantely not you girl(u noe who u are)...it's someone else...CONFIRM haha so dun be angry if u've mistaken tat it's u k my dear...

i dun understand why..i really dun..i noe tat it's a rough time for u...family, him and all..u wanna talk bout it..i tried...den u'll stop mi becoz i was telling u the truth..the truth bout wat might happen and shld have happened before..but u chose to live in denial...bluff urself tat things will be ok. i hate it and am really angry when u say u'll not see the doc and put ur own 'future', ur life in danger just because of this...girl u're onli 20 this yr..there's still long time ahead..why wannna stop ur 'future' at this spot???...i noe u wan him IN ur 'future' but things aint working out...if u harm urself like tat, do u tink he'll wanna come back to u? do u tink he'll love u more?? it'll be more of pity my dear not LOVE...it's different...u might say tat i dunno anything..anything at all..or i dun understand..coz u've not seen mi when i was terrribly down...i've always put on a 'ever-smiling' face and try to take things like 'watever' kinda attitude..but this is wat i've learnt thru...to face things...and to accept it in watever way things may turn out...i noe saying so much u might just tink it's crap and ask mi to stop it...but still...a chinese saying.... 'bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu cen jing yong you' *(i do not care about the outcome, because i noe i had it before, and i did cherish it and it's the process tat's impt)*i hate it when u say "if he doesn't care for me, why shld i" (because it's YOU..YOUR BODY!!!)

as for u...i guess u're trying so so hard to 'fit' in..i dun mean in a bitchy way or anything..but i feel disgusted at times..i'm sorry..but i see u trying to slang, trying to agree with everything..it's jus 'not you' i feel..i'm not in the position to say this but it's jus wat i see la..so..yep...urmm another thing..stop giving comments or suggestions when u dun noe anything...thank u.

phew..well..as u can see..i'm trying to clear some doubt tat has been in my life these few days...well some probs tat i'm having but i'm strong, i wont let these put mi down or the relationship my frens and i have. *smiles* life has been both emtpy and full..it keeps mi busy, keeps mi up-to-date, but also keeps mi from reaching out to wat i might wan...

teddy...thanx so so much for those msgs..they're really sweet and really gave mi a slight sense of feeling tat there's somebody there who understands....although i didnt tell u much bout wat's happening these few days..but those really helps thanx!

cat...xie xie ni..i noe i can always count on u to keep top secret and share my fan nao(s) with u..u're the onli onli person tat i noe i can always call and be consoled from...really thank u...

cheers.

can i pack up and head for a short trip?

should i work?

where?

3 more days to exam.

hmmm..why am i counting to exam? shouldnt i be counting to holidays???

hugs.

10:26 AM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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