Sunday, April 23, 2006
i like to sit and daydream. (:
i can nv emphasize enough on ppl's aspect on wat and how we're studying in ech course. i dunno why. it juz really piss mi off when i here ppl say tat it's such an easy course(well to me it's not really..coz i'm not smart)and tat how can one be so busy in this course when one tot tat wat we learn or do is juz 'play' with chn and 'take care' of them. duh. we do learn theories, speech & language skills, accounts, QA, classroom management, music..blah blah blah..i wont say tat my course is so so very difficult, but it's not THAT easy either. piles of projs coming thru, attachment thru out the 3yrs...and also ppl juz tink "oh after u graduate are u becoming a teacher? teaching at childcare? how old ah? what do u learn or teach?" duh...thank u very much for UNDERSTANDING the word EARLY CHILDHOOD..but we might not wanna teach when we graduate but go into some other aspects..like being a therapist, psychologist, counsellors..stuff like tat...which can also be related to chn and yes some do actually wanna become teachers which i do not tink it's a 'simple' job at all..all the lesson planning we've gone thru and the classroom management is not 'simple' at all. ok i DO NOT know WHY i'm saying so much bout this issue or if frens in ech course haf this issue too but i juz feel irritated when ppl say this to me, and see tat ech is such a 'easy and "shameless"(ok this is harsh but i cant tink of any word to use now hee)course to study compared to business or IT.
and. i see no reason why i cant stop bowling for the 'time-being' or even if things crop up later tat i MIGHT stop bowling already?? i still am interested in bowling..whenever i see teddy they all bowl i do feel the itch on my hand and really juz wanna grab my ball and juz bowl down the lane..but for now i cant. firstly coz of studies and i dun wan another thing to worry about for now. i see myself not having enuf time for myself, family and frens in yr 1. therefore i decided to juz stop for the MOMENT to study, play and enjoy wat and how i'm living for now. i'm sure looking forward to bowling tournaments and league again or juz the fun we have at practices and sure hoping to play this yr's ivp (since it's my final yr). frens who know me shld noe tat it's a tough job for me to carry the b.bag up the bus and stuff..therefore i wld usually need to take cab to wherever i'm bowling (coz my dad cant fetch mi always)..and taking cab need $$$..and we always go far to train. lastly..i dun wanna bowl during the hols den stop again when sch start. it's like going nowhere. u've been practicing hard..u got ur aveg..made the changes..and then sch starts...and all the 'feel and touch' juz leaves u further..i dun wanna disappoint myself, neither do i wanna disappoint my coaches. therefore i wld juz like to stop for the time being. and i so see no reason why a person who has stopped bowling (i did bowl last time. duh) cant go see a tournament. haha.
heard this girl talking loud on the bus. she was saying tat she dun see why she shld give some of her $$ to her mum. well i'm brought up in the environment tat i think it is a must to gif some $$ to one's parents every month. esp if they have stopped working. it's juz tat meer 100bucks..and she's saying so much. the money ur mum spend on providing the food for u on the table everyday, the money she spend on the hse, the money she needs juz to tidy herself. why why why. arghh..sorry. i juz dun see the reason why she's complaining so much.
the wk has been tiring for me. but was good and fun to spend the last wk of the hols like tat.
went out with my 'family' on wed as they were bowling nat.chanllenge at nite. so hang out with them awhile. they said tat my muffins were bad. humph. evil. came hm at bout 1am coz gor and fifi-owner kept asking mi to eat with them.
thurs went out with jo and zaed(hee)..jo was so so late..haha..but yeah we did same catching up and yes i didnt realise tat we havent met up and tok like tat for 2yrs le..the last meeting was at my 18th...wah time passes man. so we ate, walked, tok..yeah both of them agreed tat after the last relationship i've grown quite alot and tat i'm making more sense in the things i'm doing and i tok haha. seriously u shld see their faces when they say tat haha. zaed was still as funnie with the big ego. jo is still tat hot, sweet looking girl haha..who's happily in love and stuff. and yes jo and i still have things in common which we do and do not like. haha. hmmm..we shld do this more frequently. jo! the next time..massage is a MUST!!!
fri. out with mum. she had a voucher for a free facial where she goes to in town. hence she gave tat to mi and yes..my first ever FACIAL treatment haha..it was so so shiok..so relaxing, calming and soothing. the atmosphere in the room, the soft smooth touch and the massage on the neck and shoulder was great. hee. satisfied. den head to meet cat at nite for some simple shopping haha. it was juz so fun with her. simple, easy and nice.
sat. last min arrangement to go down to victors' to support nat.challenge masters coz my whole 'family' got thru masters. so happy for them. gor made it thru the finals. had a gd fight but lost at the last throw..so yep 1500bucks to bring back. 10pins cost him 1500bucks (1st-3000, 2nd-1500)hmmm..but still well done gor! hee. hang out with them...head to ps coz i need to collect smthing..ate at the copy-of-thisrestauranttatsellsfish. full full. we tried this 99% pure choc piece. POWERFUL! bitter till u can juz WAKE UP. movie later. not nice show. den i went over to ah ma's place. i was damn full but still my fav. ah ma's curry. i had to put tat big bowl of curry with bread down me. u can imagine the wt i'm putting on.
well.sun. today. i'm juz going to rot my day thru...juz enjoy this day. last day of the hols.
tml start of sch. 8am class. great. this sem another 8am on mon. argghh. jia yoU!
don't u see ur mistake?
u tink u look gd in tat? err..stop taking can?
geesh. u're tinking too much. juz let things pass la.
clap clap.
i'm me. no small girl. thank u.
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