without a purpose, without a reason. juz hanging out, strolling, rotting, looking into those eyes is all i need. i often see no reason why we go out, coz we always end up going to nowhere (haha..) but juz the existance of him being with me..being next to mi is all i wan and all i need to have. i love the way he draws the little "hearts" on my hand, i love the way he juz smiles and gif me the look when i find his "spot" (heee..u found mine too), i love the way he juz gaze into my eyes and smile. outta all these, i hate 1 the most. i hate the time when we had to say goodbye. the time i gotta leave the car. he doesnt wanna let me go. neither do i. but time juz passes so fast tat we juz hafta look forward to the next meeting again. besides "goodbyes", i love all. him.

i noe it's onli just that we've been tog. but i feel like i've know him for such a long time. the things we went thru last time. the things we confide in each other. the ups and downs. now onli i realise that it's all worth it. for him. i'm strong.

(stop laughing while reading this. u noe who u are. haha i juz haf to write it. i'm happy.)

juz got my centre location today...arghh..it's like nv at cck area or bp area..it's at je this time. great. hope it's like not some ulu-place. i really hope the kids there are gd and tat my mentor will be of great help. coz this is the last centre attachment, last round to go, i hope i juz do well. as well as the previous sem. cross-fingers. both looking forward and not. well well. life.

juz send my cat off last nite. so sad will not "see" her for 3wks. but she has a deal with me to buy things for me. and hopefully for my man. hee. she brought along her "secret weapon" hahhaa..the weird looking thing to keep her company. haha. have fun girl. take pics!!! heee..see u soon ya. hugs.

a couple of things are going thru my mind. parents and thing. both need time. i really hope tat time will change things and make it betta. esp parents part..coz their blessing is wat i need the most. i dun care wat ppl think. coz i noe i did nth wrong. we did nth wrong. as long as i'm happy. i noe i am now. and the assurance and support he gives. i'm fine. i noe i'll be fine. time. the talks we haf, the discussion about life. i noe i can. i will for him.

anyway, anywhere, anytime, anything u need me. i'll try my best to be there.

all the best for S.O.! (gor, tika, mich, fifi-owner, teddy)

and lots lots lots of luck to my him. hee. prove it to them!

gleem.

12:13 AM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

+iKa.sHoRtiE
aLicI@.cAt
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michie-mich
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