Friday, September 15, 2006
i like to sit and daydream. (:
bad day to start off with. results are like quite bad. disappointed with results. hai. but i guess like all say it's over...no use getting all upset..juz see ur mistake when we get back the assignment. but well..lucky..like 'xian say
"at least u pass wat!!! u wan me slap u ah...!!!" haha thanx ah..tat made im feel betta. but
dear's "to me, u're a higher distinction always" made more den the tiny bit of smile on my face. sweet sweet.maybe bored aint a gd thing after all. ur hands get all itchy and u still clicking on things u're not suppose to see. ok..
wat are u tinking..not p**n k..hahhaa..but yeah..wasnt expecting it. it came to me as a shock i guess. name and all. shuts mi off totally.
was tinking about us. it pierced right thru me. it hurts. tears rolled. heart hurts. head spinning. tinking hard. sian. guess i'm confused and tinking too much ba.
it aint anybody's fault. it wasnt mine. i guess it wasnt urs. coz like u say it was late. and well of coz i dun expect u to tell me all these. yes u also din noe bout things. i'm not blaming u k. hugs. it's juz me being busybody la. hai. was talking to my girls. yes i promise u my best fren, i'll try not to do it again k. not to see it.
"nobody's taking him away from u ok?" *smiles* thanx girl. i somehow juz tot these kinda 'writings' should stop. hai. memories they are. who am i to wipe them away? it was long somemore. memories sure to feel them up. but well. tinking tat i was open enuf to accept things. i wasnt i realised.
love's selfish i guess. maybe it's on purpose. i dunno. i dun wanna care anymore.
i guess i kinda spoil ur day today. i'm sorry. but i juz tot i need u to noe. hugs. i'm not suspicious of u. or not trusting u k. it's juz knowing it upsets me. u noe ever since wat happened. although tat's almost like a yr plus ago. it still haunts me. and i'm afraid of losing u. losing our all. i'm juz unsecure i tink. i'll be ok. u noe me rite. and i noe u. hugs.on a lighter note, had a
little shopping yday. hee. dear bought me a top. hee. i bought him his hot choc. hang out with cat. arghh so many things we wanna buy. in the shopping mood. but it's either its too ex or dun haf our size. boohoo. haha. well i'll be seeing her in awhile again for zx's bday party. Happy Bday to 'mad too.
dun let it affect us k. it wont affect us.
i nv wan you to go. i cant stop tinking wat will happen if i lose u.
I Love You Dear.
11:07 AM
PROFILE
reen.SLow
18th august 1986
where am i now:
pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be
this girl here loves to have people around. she loves
chocs, strawberries,
daisies, massages,
movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!
always cherish
those u have. your family, your love and your friends.