Sunday, September 17, 2006
i like to sit and daydream. (:
gosh. i guess i've been writing 3days straight haha. bleah. but who cares, i'm bored ma haha. this is the only few things i can do. haha..crap with my girls online, web search, blog and listening to songs. can i haf some work to do?
*why am i complaining ah? hmm* hee
"let our haunters serve as a reminder to treasure our lovely memories forever instead of letting it manifest itself into our insecurities which in turn become a barrier to tasting more of the yummy stuff in life!"-ab's. (so true. alright!)gotta say a
BIG FAT thank u to 3 ppl. hee. 1st well. who else ba
my cat. who's so so nice and so funnie to let me pour my rubbish. like she say "beautiful-lang" haha. no la not tat bad la k. haha.
but i gotta say the 1min was has such a fantastic feeling on me. hee. ab, coz she totally am able to relate to me. and she has been doing the "haunters and hauntees" thing..which is so so cute. haha which in return she tinks my "i noe u and you noe me" thing is very cute too. haha. we're like repeating our say in the past 2 entries. but well. haha. blah blah blah. hee. and lastly girl, who gave me
some 'sights'. though i've heard some before. but u filled me in again. and yes those crap are true.
till now, i noe i've got my back grabbed hold on. although wat i need is not merely juz these frens, but gotta pass my own stage, which i'm trying still. and am confident i will pass.
dun do things tat make u regret. dun try to turn back time. it's 1 mistake tat can take everything away from u. so i cherish wat i haf now. coz i'm not losing out. i wun say there's a particular "thing" or "person" to win or lose out for, but it's for my own morale. my own wish. my own life. dun wish bout anything anymore plz. coz u noe it wun come true. i will let it.
i'm protecting wat i haf. i'm protecting myself. i'm protecting wat belongs to me. i wun let anybody ard me to get hurt anymore. my frens, my things, my pride, my family, my name, and last but not least, my man. i'll protect him. dun mess things up. coz it aint gonna be nice. i've swallowed them before. i'll swallow again. but dun push it.
i'm starting to feel lucky coz i've got my dear to support me and live mi up from my spirit. although he's working and studying at the same time, leaving not much time for us now. but juz the trip down to wait for him to finish work, den go hm tog is all i need le. i might wanna ask for more. but i noe he needs time to rest and do his work too. and i'll gif him the space. but i'm not complaining of not enuf time with him. yes my life's sweet. all sweet. and i dun haf to brag bout it i noe. i'm juz writing my true feelings. my life. i can say wat i wan. u can say wat u wan too. any of u. whoever it bothers, it will be. juz get disgusted and angry den let it go ba. coz i've learnt to let go.
this is not "sugar-free" blog anymore. it was 'taste-less" before. now it aint. and it will be. things are not easy.
they've got my back.
i dun wanna be like tat.
dunno how many-faced.
settle down.
grab hold of wat u haf nw. not the past. anymore.
the past becomes a dream. a mere blurry dream tat u'll slp on but aint going to come true anymore. so juz drool over it.
the sweet dream will be locked in u. aint going anywhere. aint moving on either. no sweeter den tat.
the future has a new path.
a brand new walking path to walk thru hand in hand. passing thru times are not easy. bumpy road it will be. but no matter wat, we've gotta move on. the light might be brighter on the other side. who noes until u reach there.
so now, juz go on. dun stop and dream. juz move on.
coz we're moving on too. to reach to the brighter side. the happier end. the much more meaningful, no worries, no cheating, no anger, no sadness, but with much much of passion and love, end. ok i tink by today..this will all stop. no more anger.
thank you.
my lazybum. i've nv loved someone so much more.
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