finally the haze has cleared up. otherwise it's so humid and sticky. the air's so dry. and like gor say, "like tat will haf alot of nose-waste(to be polite) in the nose.." haha. well coz of the dust u see. haha.

feels like i juz woke up. so tired i woke up almost at 12pm. haha. lucky baby doesnt noe. otherwise he'll disturb mi again. so restless again..........if i see him i wun.


SCO hall. for our date. the shirt. "hmm my hair looks not bad ah.." dear said. haha.

it was a great day on sat. we had fun. took the car den went for our date with Russell Peters. hee. met gor and fifi-owner there. i tot it was a really great show...well i guess everyone did. hee. laugh like there's no sing xiang anymore. hee. including dear and i was laughing out so so loud. it feels so gd man. laughter is indeed somehow 1 of the best medicine to put off stress and worries. peace. hee. love everything he said. bout ppl, bout the world, bout sex bout anything and everything in the room. oh and his special guest was great too. super funnie too. no regrets man. another time he's in town, i told dear no matter wat we muz go. muz get the tix. i'm willing to pay. it's all worthwhile haha. had supper after tat. headed hm late...was so tired but am tinking bout wat happened of coz. everything tat happened today. the fun we had in the day. and the thing tat happened at nite. shrugs. it's all ok de la. wink wink.

the stare when dear and fifi-owner stood infront of him. hee. cheers.

after 5hrs slp. bought breakfast and went to meet dear and fam for masters. felt like juz snoring away at the alley. haha. den after tat lucky goat came. at least i had company. the moment he was there he was so noisy le. it's the grass he eats la
haha. come onli make fun of me. the shooting finger. so dumb. bleah. and ppl.......i had my DING TAI FENG!!!! woohoo. my xiao long baO!!! haha la la la. so happy when i put tat in my mouth man. so shiok! hee. walked round. missed our 4D. hee. movie: You, Me and Dupree. ok show onli. like dear say..tink the last part is the funniest part haha. but goat say the funniest is when mi and dear 'knocked' into each other. coz as dear wanted to come close for a peck, i moved towards him 'too fast' and kinda knocked onto his nose against my cheek. hahhahaa. "both of u are the dumbest couple i noe la......" said goat. bleah. but it was funnie though. haha.

from left-top: gaming again..haha. boyssss. humph wanna fight look. dear's "superman" look. hee. and lastly I LOVE THIS PIC!!!! they look so funnie. so cute!!! hahaa.

few stuff coming into my brain:

(1)dear u noe wat i dun like hor. i dun wanna see u like tat again k. dun let it out like tat. it hurts me to see u see u like tat also k. hugs. we can juz tok it out. no need to vent it out k. muack.

(2)it's uncomfortable but there's nth tat can be done. juz trust and believe in. the moment where u feel the tightness in ur chest. the blankness in ur mind. it's all taking in. u juz dunno wat to do. beyond my control it is. we can juz take a step at a time. juz live with wat we haf now. and be happy. i AM HAPPY. haha. but well stuff happens. unpredicted. get on with life. haunted. whoever who takes my precious away from mi will get it from me. and i mean it. juz like wat my precious will do to me too. i'm selfish. i trust him. i dun trust you."i cant control it from happening too, but all i noe is i can control my feelings for u." sweet. but juz seeing him the next day. everything seems to disappear. juz like nth happened. magical.
i like it when he say 'buzz off...this cute baby with the cute tooth is mine." haha when he heard bout wat happened with mi and this insurance guy. haha

(3)some ppl gets on my nerves also. when they dun cherish wat they had before. regret.like i've said before last time. their 'guilt' juz start to take in now. and they somehow tink, want and miss the person. telling wat they've felt, wat they've been going thru. and now hope things might be diff. sorry but these juz pissed me off. esp when i noe somehow wat's going on. i'd juz say 'shut up' i dun wanna noe or continue with the conversation. haha. fierce hor. hee. but i mean there's really no pt la. unless there's really smthing to fall back on. mei you yuan ba. things might haf been diff. those 'arguments' might still there if it happens. smthing to argue and fight on again. so i tink it might be somehow a betta choice to start a 'new' life now.

(4)marriage, marriage and more marriage stuff. happy hearing, talking and tinking bout it. but i agree it's quite scary if it somehow happen. esp if it's next yr. haha. fast fast fast. hmmmm. tink shld hold on la. but maybe it's the pressure taking on ba. chill k girl. hugs. was tinking bout it too. the religion prob esp. main issue. but i tink it'll all work out somehow la. we'll sit down and tok when we get older. my ideal age. hmmm. if can, engaged by 23/24. married by 25. den family hopefully by 26/27. seems fine?? haha dunno la. when the real situation sets in it's smthing we cant control. let nature takes it course. hee.

when u're talking to me, shut up. haha

goat's flying off europe tml. have fun. gor's going phil on wed. jia you! win some $$!

toking bout $$.....gosh..so many things i wan...so little money. wat's wrong man. haha.

things i wan:
*bag (for sch)
*handbag from Tangs
*peeptoe shoes
*watch
*wallet
*the stuffs i wanna get for my darling.

things to eat:
1) rostti
2) ding tai feng's xiao long bao (but still am not tired of eating)
3) choc choc
4) curry puffs
5) Ricetable
6) chinatown's dim sum
7) surf & turf
8) Giraffe at Istana Park
9) breakfast at Botanic Gardens
10) dinner and choc at Robertson Walk
11) dinner at Esplanade
12) dinner at Equinox
13) food and atmosphere at OneRochester
14) wraps at citylink

places to go
1) sentosa
^1nite stay
^musical fountain
^cable car
^underwater world
^rose petals spa (if i can ask for more hee)
2) zoo/night safari
3) New Majestic Hotel
4) Bangkok/Phuket
5) Cruise
6) HongKong
7) stay at Fullerton

last wk of holiday. boohoo. no more late wake ups.

our new delicacies. new food. 3 of us. hee. sssshhh.


finally.
our day.

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

i love you.

4:02 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

+iKa.sHoRtiE
aLicI@.cAt
jOl3Ne
michie-mich
fRieNdStEr
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kiDs sIaO.joEy
boWliNG




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