Wednesday, December 06, 2006
i like to sit and daydream. (:
it's the battle btwn the sexes. they're juz diff.
guys can be either insensitive/overly-sensitive. they're lazy to surprise u. even if they do their 'surprise' always leak out
(haha..according to some ppl). they sometimes dun seem to understand how they're behv's intolerant,
like no matter wat/how u say u wonder if they really understand and feel wat u're actually conveying to them. they always say sorry when things happen..but to us, sorry doesnt mean everything.
and not everything after a 'sorry' will be over. they also expects us to get over things the very next moment. which obviously quite hard for girls.
coz we brood over things. to them, ignorance is a bliss. they rather not noe and take things for granted. they can take hints, u gotta just tell them I WANT IT instead (haha).
BUT they can be
angels at time too. their smile, their little joke can juz tickle u so much.
it juz melts you. their touch, it meant so much. their shoulders and a simple hug can mean so much to us. girls can be insensitive/overly-sensitive. we can be so so
naggy. (wondering if the opponent actually understand)
we tend to want to do so much for our other-half. we plan surprises. trying so hard to hide and gif them a surprise. we can be very noisy, our screams, our screeching laughs, our nonsense.
(i noe this kill guys haha) we wan our-half to be true to us. no hiding of anything. (coz i somehow feel tat we're always the one who tell them so much more, coz hiding is much harder)we take our own time. we need time to 'digest'.
we would rather know the truth den to find out the 'truth' ourselves.(coz trust me, it hurts so much more 'finding the truth', den 'knowing the truth', trust me on this)we take care of everything bout the rltnship. we remember dates(well most of us).
we have this 6th sense. like seriously. tat's why we tend to very sensitive at some stuff.
this 6th sense can kill us. or do us gd. shrugsthis are somehow the difference btwn the sexes from word-of-mouth from frens and experiences i haf with guy-frens and stuff. i mean seriously it kills having the differences at time.
but like wat a fren say, for girls, we cant live without man, and yet we can so much wish tat they dun exist. and tat
it's these differences tat make the rltnship work coz these differences kinda help us as a person coz we learn from each other. we 'cover' each other's bad pts and learn from each other's gd pts. and how can we tat? maybe from trial and error. both have their 'yes' and 'no'. we're human wat.
nobody's perfect. it's juz some matter tat makes us worry, make us sad, make us angry, make us happy. i felt terrible. i was so so angry and upset. coz kinda felt cheated coz it was like lying into my face. right there. maybe i'm juz being demanding. but i juz wan the truth. even if it hurts. i'm learning. i tried and tot i might wanna be someone diff. but i dun tink i can.
i am who i am. meehh-meehh: eh i tot girls are the smartest creatures on earth?
me: duh..ya la of coz we're smart..
meehh-meehh: no la! my yugi's stupid, now u're dumb. (coz of some stupid misunderstanding.....)
me: ....watever....
juz had dinner with dear and kambing. cant wait for our holiday in 2wks. i cant believe i'm actually having plans already for cruise, sentosa stay and thailand next yr. gosh...i'm so so in holiday mood. another wk of sch!!! yeah! and next wk......it's a terrible wk man. terrible.
thurs(tml): EOP discussion
fri: AMPYC survey at SK(arghh far far!!!)
sat: our day
sun: yet to plan.
mon: IEP and EOP rehearse
tues: AST transcript test
wed: LECS quiz and EOP presentation
thurs: IEP and AMPYC market research proj
boohoo. how can i squeeze in my eyebrow plucking, haircut and nails. so sian. cant wait for next wk to be over man. LIFE.
cheerrios. congrats to mich to win GOLD in Asian Games.
weird dreams tat i dun wanna have it happen. ever.
i juz noe. i knew.
take care all.
muack. hugs.
10:42 PM
