the wk seems to past fast..but time somehow moved quite slow..

some facts and reality kinda 'knocked' into me overnight. knowing tat i gotta face the real life..i gotta get used to things tat are going thru now..i've kinda woke up...juz gotta get used to it..

dear: yea gotta get used to it..it's life..we wun see each other much..but gotta be strong k..it's life..i hafta work..
me: well yea....it's sad..but tat's life..

knowing tat i can onli see him like twice a wk kinda saddens me..although i noe i'm not really in the position to say this, coz some frens bf are in army and they onli get to see them during the wkends..or some ppl dun really meet up with their bfs.....but well personally..i do miss him lots at times..when i cant call him..can onli msg him..hoping he'll read it..knowing how i feel..his work, my sch..terrible..3 more wks..endure.........

job-hunting with kambing on mon. we had our time. den had late dinner.

woke up early on tues to make bfast for girls and of coz..specially my baby. the 'surprise bag' had the bfast box, bottled water, sour skittles and my usual gift. he was touched..hee..of coz saying it was the best bfast ever.........mmmmuuuaackk!

me: nah! for u..
dear: wat's inside? hmmm
me: see urself lo..hee..but u gotta eat it soooon k..otherwise cold not nice..
dear: alright..why got a bottle of water de..hahaha
me: for u la..always nv drink water..dun throw away the box ah..but can throw the bottle..
dear: oh okie...i see 1st..hee..can i throw the bottle away with the water???
me: -_-"......hahaha..

dinner at newyork newyork with dear yday was alright..food's ok onli..onli tat they have the cotton candy machine in the restaurant which was quite cute of coz..and i'm so so thankful to my grpmates on how they 'covered' for me......for the dounts......hahahah..they're so funnie....now i tink i kinda got a couple addicted.......hee..

as usual....queued almost an hr for these.....leaving out 2 double chocs which was in the other paper-bags. strawberry white heart-addicited! gave baby 3..he left it in the kitchen..onli finding 1 strawberry heart left. coz auntie and uncle ate the rest..hahahahhaa.

all the talks and degree courses starting has really got me tinking of wat i wanna do....when i really tink bout it...i'm tired...coz i'm kinda wanting to take a break from sch.......as in my 4yrs in np...almost killed me..hahahahhaa..the whole procedure..frens shld noe why it's 4yrs......so well..but it really got me tinking..but knowing tat baby will support with my decision is encouraging though..

and of coz i've been kinda hardworking recently......doing something...yet to be known...hee..but betta appreciate it k!!! it's lots of hardwork....the girls noe.....heee....sssshhh....la la la..

some ppl are really NOT very NICE......coz on the surface they sound sooo nice to u.....u kinda onli 'exist' when they need help.....or someone to 'blah' to....den if not..they get all 'messed up'..dun wanna say the actual word..but smthing not very gd..den they start talking behind ur back....telling ppl some 'unhappiness' they haf...and den adding u to it.....really kinda pissed me off though......always like to tink things BIG..


our crazy outdoor lesson. blindfolded with toiletpaper. me being crazy. haha.

proj tml. special needs talk. ntu open hse. cuzzie's bday dinner. out with baby. stayover proj with grpmates. geez. my packed wkend.

wanna haf some gd retreat. need money. i wanna be pampered by a particular someone.....heee...

horrible thinking. thots.

sometimes it's gd/betta to noe remember some-things..

Because I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sittin' on the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Let me make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin' crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love

baby's fav song now...justin's- My loVe.

8:30 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

+iKa.sHoRtiE
aLicI@.cAt
jOl3Ne
michie-mich
fRieNdStEr
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kiDs sIaO.joEy
boWliNG




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