Tuesday, February 20, 2007
i like to sit and daydream. (:
busy-ness filled the wk. the past wk. this wk. blah blah blah. am kinda tired though. CNY's here once again. but this yr like not much of tat kinda enthusiasum. dunno why. but still.......
sat: gave baby a surprise visit at his place early morning. since his fam's not in, he have no breakfast or watever lying ard waiting for him.
so made breakfast for him, while he was still in his 'sleep-mode', opened the door for me. after fetching mi back, he went for work. then it was reunion dinner in the evening.
played my cuzzie's WII. tot it was pretty cool. the way u use the controller to play tennis, bowling and other stuff.
(there's a sensor you see) daddy's getting 1 i tink. hee. saw a cheaper version with baby the other day. can consider.
(tinking about my bro's PSP and PS2 and hm, Xbox360's free game, CS, WII...i'm playing lots of game recently man haha..like kambing say..."since u cant beat them..join them..hahaha) dinner was alright. steamboat wasnt the normal chicken/herbal soup. it was 'ma la huo guo' tat my taiwanese uncle made. the other table was 'fuo tiao qiang' a.k.a. buddha jump over the wall. made by him too. with lots of good good yummy ingredients. with abalone to soak in.
splendid. slp late coz there's belief tat on CNY's eve the later u slp the longer life your parents will get. haha. tat's wat i do every yr.
sun: 1st day. busy day. temple in the morning. oh i did a rather stupid thing today. or should i say seriously dumb! hahaha. was still blurry from the lack of slp. opened the wrong car door at my hse's carpark.
the handle i pulled wasnt daddy's car. haha. after i realized it. i burst out laughing so so loud my mummy tot wat happened to me. it was hilarious man!!! hahahaha. lunch at nai-nai's. visited some old relatives. dinner at ah ma's. CNY's all bout eating and collecting ang bao's for me. always eat to the extend tat my
tummy feel so so bloated and i'll have this 'dun feel gd' thing for the rest of the day. but it was all good. hee. coz it's all the goodie nice yummy food in there. worth it! oh ya my other cuzzie was mentioning tat when he saw mi and baby tog. he say baby's really tall. den we started to chat bout how 'difficult' it cld be to tok to dear. but hmmm..seriously......i dun feel a thing leh.....as in it's not difficult at all! ah ma's also super cute when she gave mi ang bao and say hope i can grow taller..haha den when i told her i cant grow anymore,
she say 'can can, u still can grow..or when u marry him u can grow taller le...." hahahhaa. she's so cute. remember the time she said i shld eat more so tat i wun look so 'small' standing next to dear. hmmm.
i guess when ppl see our height diff they feel the 'pressure' but we dun at all. coz as i'm shorter, my shoulder acts as his arm-rest. and as he's taller, i have a sense of security and i can rest my hands in his jeans pocket and bury my head in his chest when i'm tired. hee. we're good. he's used to ppl saying bout his 'tall' ht. while i'm used to ppl saying bout my 'short' ht. nth to be ashamed off. at least not side-ways. haha. slp late again. and need i mention, baby had his plans all well made for the dayssss. gosh.
mon: 2nd day. another. daddy's fren hse. all the tok with the aunties about how s'pore in need of special needs teachers but no course available. gotta go overseas. i wanna study tat. seriously. but no $$ to go overseas. gu-gu's hse.
dress today was gd. hee. den the 'big gathering' at ah ma's all the aunties and all. angbaos!! hee. den dinner. 4tables. 40plus ppl. upsetting dinner. upsetting stuff. i dun really like this new yr.
today: breakfast and 2dvds with baby. he has his own thing. napped. so i went for dinner. came hm. now feeling empty. knowing tat cat seriously wun be back till nov/dec. so sad. she cant be here for my 21st in aug. well well. we'll celebrate hers when she's back. and our phototaking! hee.
the
'cannot-make-up-my-mind' whether to sign up for wheelock's deg course is killing me. damn sian. last min ps. now gotta find ppl. dunno if it's gd for me to sign up. indecisive. but mummy was telling my relatives tat i din sign up coz it u do tat u are in this line for life. whereas if i do psy, i can 'expand' more. but the thing is it was my parents who ask mi sign up last time. haha. so well well. the rest all done. cept for this deg. the last wk to go.
mood swayed way alot these few days. little thing upsets me. sian. it's just the constant saying and nagging tat's making mi feel i'm 'too much'. but it's juz not knowing if the opponent noe wat u mean or exactly how u feel. aint very happy. aint very happy either. chill. maybe it's the time of the mth. haha.
saw michie's blog. hee. teh lan changed man. hee. he's soooo sweet now. hee. from the..urmmmm 4yrs i noe him. nv seen him do such things. hee. the way he always wanna surprise her. hahaa. cute. reflect how i am.
brain keep thinking about how i can make things betta. make surprises betta to make him happy. surprise him. always tinking how tml will be. wat shall we do if we meet. wat can be done. is he bored? is he ok? is he happy with me? haha. tinking too much hor. a fren say to me, from wat i'm doing and my attitude now. i'm the kinda person tat will put in alot and if more the 'giving' person to my love. and also another say from my bloodtype i'm the kind tat muz be 'pushed' to do things.
motivated to. we're beautiful.look who's talking.
agree to wat pal say. "
life is vulnerable, treasure every moments..."
some pics to uploaded later.
life's full of unexpected surprises.
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