feels like a hectic wk. with tuition on mon, wed, thurs, fri, sat, sun. which means early mornings. yawn. plus with all the nonsense coming thru few days back. and still churning and buzzing ard me.
i know i shld move on and juz forget about all those rubbish. as ppl's saying how evil and bitchy things are. but well. it's juz sore. it's deep. etched. it's really hard to pull it off. coz i'm really somehow still worried. still busy there.

all i can say. no more ms. nicey to certain ppl. no more "i'll take everything". i opened my stand. i opened my other side.

it's not tat nth happened. it's juz the past. tat's all. move on. might have. but to me it aint enuf. u shld jolly-well know ur limit.

i wonder sometimes if i can really take these NONSENSE. i dun wanna reach the pt where i'd break down. cry. nag. scream. shout. do things i tot i wun. or will not. i will. it's scary. but reality's hard. and real. "you cant prevent smthing tat you cant predict".

i'm tired. we're tired. pacing myself back on track. but. still it bombed me.
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pal: things haf to go naturally. seriously. cant be forced. young is 1 factor. so time still has to come. slow. u have done ur best. u're not appreciated. and tat's not ur fault at all. u did wat ur heart told u too. u're the winner. ur jie and me will always be here ya!
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gorgeous: spoken so much to ur recently. confide so much with u. thanx for listening my "story". the whole "real story". haha. aint easy. aint smooth rite. haha. surface is 1 thing. reality is another. u too. u shld slowly know wat u really wan. and like i say dun 'take' for the sake of 'taking'. like i always tell ppl. "dun 'love'/continue the relationship with the other party juz coz u 'think' he/she is the one u wanna spend ur life with. the fact is tat you're juz plain lazy to start and find another." u know how/what to gorg. hugs. u'll be fine.

those who were there. thanx!
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fri and sun's tuition always make mi wanna puke. frustrating. was in a super angry mood after tution on sun. plus. with the three ppl in the bus making SO MUCH of noise. i could hear them so so clear while blasting my mp3. geez. reached baby place in an angry woman state. complaining every stuff to him. we had dinner at "Blooie"(i tink it spells like tat) at R.M. found a nearby place where the food's not bad and we can chill and watch soccer. hee.


on mon, collected my check-up report. met mich and pal for lunch. at crystal jade. much chatting from bowling, to work, to sch, to private lives. i had fun! hee. mich left for coaching. leaving pal and me. we walked. and den this old man farted. got sound. so i walked faster. who knows he followed. "YoU! stay there! u're the carrier!" i screamed. hahaha.

it was "FREE CONE DAY" on tues! for "B&J". la la la la. got it at Vivo with baby. hee. yummy-licious! stupid shoe was irritating and damn pain. tat's why sometimes u gotta go for the quality stuff and not the cheap stuff. cheap stuff gifs u painful torn blisters. like me. humph. damn pain. dinner at "Marche". movie 'Turistas'. if u wanna see girls topless. Josh's hot body(well he's indeed gorgeous! hee). nice scenery. gruesome stabbing. stitching with a stapler. cutting up body to get organs. this is the show for u. i spend half the time tugging and hiding behind baby's shoulders once again. why the heck did we watch this man! hahaha.


met baby after sch. seems abit long since baby touched CS. but nope. tinking of it he juz played it on mon. haha. but the dumb me suggested tat we tag along. and coz baby forgot to bring his wallet today. i was "da boss". and so it was CS-ing with kambing, carl, shaz and baby. -_-" and i freaking shot kambing in the head like 4-5times. hahaha. he cant even believe it. bleah. anyways. headed to check up donut q. cant wait till we're in tat q. many ppl wanna haf it man!!! i do!!! i'm so so CRAVING for STRAWBERRY HEARTS!!! hee. dinner at jap. dessert at hk cafe's. mango snow ice. ok onli la.

baby and his lame stuff. nv fail to make my eyes roll.

wonder if i'm going down to support pal tml. far boy. if baby's not free den i dun tink i'm going. all the best anyways pal! gor too! oh hee. and fifi-owner too! (din forget u..hee)

next meeting will be on fri.

getting paid this wkend again. woohoo! saving plan.

next wk:

1. Q for donuts
2. meeting the girls
   

Happy Birthday TOH! (friendship of ups and downs. it's all fine

11:27 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

+iKa.sHoRtiE
aLicI@.cAt
jOl3Ne
michie-mich
fRieNdStEr
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