finally an answer. finally a closure. to one of them tat is. but aint expecting much from the other though. acutally aint expecting much from either. but when i opened it. i still feel the disappoinment but hide it from my family saying tat it's ok. at least i got a placing le. so like said. "bo her, hey, ma ho" (no fish, prawns also not bad) hahahaha. things on my table are weird. haha.

1. graduation letter
2. rejection letter
3. prez
4. congratulation letter

i juz turned my head to my table and saw these. it's funnie i thot. haha. so now juz focus on wat i have at hand. and do my best ba. den slowly pace and find the path for the future. i realize. in life. u'll nv stop finding/searching for the things/path u wan. it's never-ending.
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met up with dear after sch on wed. gaming. felt like we've walked a thousand-miles. coz i wasnt feeling very gd. sore, headache and tired. ransacked Chijmes. i actually din noe they got so many restaurants/cafe downstairs. at the center tat is. hahaha. i'm so so blur. found this place where they had 1-for-1 main and 50% off drinks menu. Gatsby. i tink. haha. place's quite nice. like dear say gd place to chill, drink and watch soccer. coz he's been there before. but i actually still prefer Balcony. food pics are with him. he had his steak. while i had prawns. funnie. creamy forest mushroom soup. and it's his first time trying escargots. hahaha. i had him try. and he liked it. without much looking at the inside of coz hee. yummy. ipod vid accompanied us hm on the rainy nite.

thurs was gaming. den movie. "Fracture". thriller. suspense. i tink it's not bad. smuggle in. headed hm. but heading hm was the fun part. coz we waited for a 'more-empty' 190. got on and realise we gotta stand. dear saw a 'ideal' 190. so we decided to alight and take the back de. in the end. the 'ideal' 190 din stop. -_-". took 700 instead. stood. but i was dead thirsty therefore super no strength. decided to stop to get drinks den take 67 right to my doorstep. in the end we overshot the stop and walked back to get drinks. smart baby decided to call uncle. and he was ard there so he came to fetch us. phew. wat a bus-ride hm. like i say. nv 1 bus-ride is boring with dear ard.

fri was slacking. coz tuition was cancelled. thurs and fri was my onli slping days. arghh. started on some stuff. plz plz. try not to be hm on fris. it's super boring. coz even tv's empty. dumb.

mrning tuition today. lunch with bro at Jack's. short nap. headed to cuzzie's hse. uncle, aunt and ah ma was so funnie. 3 of them ask at seperate times why baby din come over. haha. uncle ask mi when he was coming to fetch us. aunt ask when i was there. ah ma ask when i juz answered aunt. hahaha. how cute. hee.

tml's 'hyper' tuition. but it's at freaking 8.45am. ON A SUNDAY????!!! last 2nd lesson. i'm glad. haha. ok sound evil though. den meeting my potential 'client' to talk. den maybe meet pal for dinner. i dunno. baby got his plans. i'm really wondering if i take more 'clients' how do i cope when my sch start. wahaha. 3times a wk each. 3students. and a wk onli has 7days. hmmm. tell mi how. need money or need rest? geez.
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this wk aint easy to pass. boredom set mi up. nonsense disagreements killed mi. plan tiredness won over me. yawn.......
little changes proves wonder. little acceptance makes smile. much more 'forgive and forget' releases the tension. dun give up. i like tat phrase. i like it when he told mi not to give up. i like it when i hear from others mouth tat this is geniune. i'll survive. we'll survive.
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plan on meeting girls this wk failed. coz everybody's dead busy. haha. next wk. oooohhhh. there's a public holiday! well. although it aint of much significance to mi. but the word HOLIDAY juz makes mi scream!!!! i also remember this day as when we called each other 'slackers' coz we're doing nth at hm. it's weird tat it was a yr before. and of coz mon, wed, thurs, sat tution next wk. gosh. nth much planned anyway. getting paid soon again. cant wait. coz when i look thru the cal. i realised May is the mth of "spend spend spend" hahaha.

1. 1st anniversary
2. Mother's day
3. Kambing's bday
4. Auntie's bday (early June)
5. our planned holiday?
   

and of coz more to come at the back. geez. plus regular spending. damn. aint enuf boy. sniff sniff.
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knowing too much, u get hurt. knowing too little, u get hurt, too.

wat to do?

close 1, open the other.

tolerance.

patience. expectations. realizations.

Thnx gorg, mich, pal, cat (i was at lost when i cldnt tok straight to you..)

*11 days to 1st Anniversary*
*13 days to 2nd First Date*

9:56 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

+iKa.sHoRtiE
aLicI@.cAt
jOl3Ne
michie-mich
fRieNdStEr
boWlinG dIgest
kiDs sIaO.joEy
boWliNG




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