i've been rather moody lately. maybe it's almost time of the month. it's juz tat nth seems to go right for me.

1. wonder if kid noe wat i'm teaching. coz sometimes i dun get the respond i had before.
2. although i noe is a 'play' thing. but i turn things the hard way.
3. i anyhow think way too much.
4. bad bad dreams i get. (scary and horrible)
5. get hurt on the thumb juz by closing my window. -_-"
   
6. he makes use of his 'lost' time, while i'm all alone.
7. i wanna make use of my 'lost' time but i cant. coz it takes way too much time to make up for it. still need to measure. still need to beat it. all the steps. way too much time needed to re-do my FAILED cream-puff. i'm sorry u dun get to eat it. i did it before it was fine. but now. totally dun get any of it. pissed off. and i freaking burnt my finger.

i wonder wat else will come my way. how long will this go? it's juz the feeling i haf. kinda lonely in a sense. feeling like a failure and useless. and this saddens mi and pulls my mood down totally. i'm feeling worn out somehow.

i feel there's so much things i wanna say. or i've said. but i dunno if it makes sense or got thru.

alone. thinking. if it's right.

appreciating woman is not looking at her breast/body. it is listening wat she has to say.

today: dragged myself outta bed to meet pal. almost ps him. went down to see di bowl. will sure get suan-ed when i'm with them. used to it le. so many yrs le. down to my ah ma's place. lunch. shopped for books and ingredients. back home. clean hse. make puff. failed. sweat like hell. and still nth. gave up. da-baoed dinner. tv. now i'm here.

cat: cheer up k, it'll be fine tml
me: ok thanx
cat: i love u k =P
me: haha mi too
cat: muack
me: go slp ba..muack

i'm glad she's coming back soon.

i'm lost.

actions INDEED should speak louder den words.

10:19 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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