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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
i like to sit and daydream. (:



gosh..the days are really crazy. plus the weather. freaking humid. aircon's with mi. if not fan's gotta be till number.2 otherwise ju sitting ard i'll be sweating buckets. gd way to shed some weight though. coz i've been waaayy putting them on. haha.

this wk's been quite hectic. oh well gotta make full use of it till sch starts ya. so anyways. thurs was serene's bday. met some ppl tat i havent seen for quite some time. nice place to consider. beautiful delicious cake. caught up abit. and some stuff tat i din noe others knew about. the power of mouths and internet. way to go! hahaha.

cake full full of sweet strawberries. choc cake at the bottom was yummy!!!
and i noe where it's from!!

fri met my baby. "Black Snake Moan". a kinda weird yet interesting show. sexy. saucy. lots of screaming. *imagine* hahahaha. oh well. catch it and u'll noe. we tot justin.T acted not bad though. hee. a great opening to the show too. hahaha. walked quite alot. settled for dinner at the place we've always wanted to eat at. Hotpot. it's steamboat kinda thing. buffet. we sat and ate for a whole 2.5hrs. hahahhaa. we gluttons. oops. baby's the 1. haha he cleaned the side of his pot. *wink wink*

old sch ice. not bad though. yum.
but baby tinks the backgrd of this pic's much betta. *tat's his shirt though*
haha i bought tat shirt. bleah.

sat was teddy's bday! *happy birthday teddy!* and of coz our 13th. woke up early. made baby lunch box. well i'd say styrofoam box hahaha. coz mum say it's easier coz "eat and throw". so oh well. almost din catch him. coz wanted to gif him a surprise so din tell him earlier. and he almost got on the bus. rushed down. met nai at the bus-stop. she surprised mi so i gave her a big slap on her shoulder/arm. and it was real hard. haha. but coz i was sweating from the 'rush' i din really tot it was TAT hard. hee. la la la.

his 'styrofoam-lunch-box'. jap curry rice. with an egg. plus a spring roll.

sun smthing happened. no meeting. no mj. today's slacking. finish up my hw for wed. coz i'll be kinda busy for the next few days. *breathe*

days are passing like so so fast when i'm with him or doing things i like. but when i'm juz slacking at hm or doing hw and stuff. time passes darn sloooow. hahaha. tml's tuition. meeting baby for gelare. den some stuff to be done. wed's grad day. a day of happiness. yet a slight sadness adding to it. coz nobody's coming for mi. baby backed out last min. parents are busy with work. while the rest of my frens have almost all their family coming. happiness coz it marks the day i finally get my cert. the cert tat carried mi through my 4yrs in sch. although another 2 more yrs in tat familiar setting. but well. at least i'm 1 mark higher den i was. oh another sad thing. writing class's still on at nite. boo.
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sometimes things are unpredictable. but somethings are. and u juz gotta let go. it aint close to mi. when it's time, it's time. when i heard it. i cant help but start dropping those tear i had in my eye. although i'm not close to her. but juz tat i've met her a few times. and the kinda "yi han" or urmm regret tat i din meet her during CNY. coz nobody's got time. it kinda adds on to the sadness. i still remembered she likes 'ah-balling' and specific char kway teow. when mummy and daddy ask who it was. i couldnt say it but cry somehow. i'm glad they din push and ask more. "cherish who u have with you now.."
this scenario scares mi alot. coz i cant imagine and dun even wanna THINK ABOUT how it'll be when it happens on mi. i'll be so so disraught. and so so down. it'll sure be 1 of the chapter in my life which will be very hard to pass. CHERISH NOW.
i'm tat emotional. esp to this kinda things. family members.
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another sad thing was tat cuzz' off to Boston for 2months. left this mrning. but sure gotta be back for my 21st. well maybe 2mths seem fast. but i tink it aint gonna be easy for jia since she looks up to him. and to my ah ma. coz it's kinda the 1st time someone in the family has been so far for so long. i tink. and family gathering without him will be weird. oh well. look forward to his return.
tinking bout mine tooooo. *sad*
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sadness fills the air. but i'll surely be there for those who needs mi. baby. somethings juz kinda wakes mi up. and knock some sense into me.

believe in urself.

cuzz left.
cat's coming.
jo's staying.
mich's leaving.

that image so familiar. it disgust me.

ppl's telling mi to put up my bday list. haha. i will soon k.

needing a gd foot scrub and massage now. long time no do.

needing a gd head massage.

and definately and a gd gd hug from my sayang.......

12:04 AM




PROFILE

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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