Saturday, August 04, 2007
i like to sit and daydream. (:
time to write smth.
the wk's almost over.
a whole wk of ups and downs. been crying way too much lately. haha. about life. about the departure of lecturers. plus a wk which is coincidently my wk of holiday without baby. makes the mood worse. oh well. life's a rollercoaster.
ok let's talk about baby 1st. has been hanging out with him quite alot this wk. coz of my 'free-er' schedule. caught 'The Simpsons' with baby on wed. quite a dumb but funnie and entertaining show. tag along while he funbowl-ed. won 2nd. with the sacrifice of his skin tearing *ouch* 'Knocked Up' yday. the show's alright.
a record breaking of coffee.c's dinner in there. haha. den headed hm in uncle's car. a couple of sparkles. but well i guess nth's smooth sailing. we juz gotta hang in and hang on to wat we believe. coz i noe we're strong. like he say if there's chance to do smthing u wan. juz go ahead.
sch's off! the wk has been rather slack. coz our stuff are quite alright and therefore onli abit of changes here and there. plus props and rehersals. and the
HUGE HAIRY caterpillar tat was bugging us at our table. and on fariz's head. it freaked all of us out man. the biggest presentation this wk was dramatization. i tot it went really well and everybody's performance was so gd too. the kids were enjoying and participating! they're really really adorable. hee.
sch's a rather big part of mi for the past 6wks. with the 2 lecturers from Boston. like nai say their teaching methods are so different from local tat
most of us enjoyed it and knowing tat they going off this wk juz saddens most of us. grades doesnt really matter. it's the process we're learning from. many of us cried on thurs
after the last class of susan's. she was nice to give each of us an individual hug. and shah caught mi crying in her arms on her phone. haha. bleah.
yday was a huge big learning day for me. loads of emotions and thoughts surrounded my mind. a very impactful talk shocked and touched me from the moment he spoke. it was a guest speaker who had cerebral palsy. for those who dun noe it's a illness which is due to the wiring of the brain resulting stiffness in limbs. disabilities was smthing we have learnt thru our dips and now in degs. about special ed and about special needs chn. he touched many of us when he spoke the part about how he manage to go thru with his life, his families and ppl around him.
"if you tink your life's hard..try thinking about mine..", " i have to fight and live on for my family.." these 2 sentences made my warm tears roll down uncontrollably. the description on how he wans so hard to be independent and how his relationship with others are not purely rltnships but wanting to have a support in case he needs help. ok i might be talking too much here but it's all true. a true real-life example tat touched my heart and made mi reflect on things i've done in my life. i'm rather determined to help chn who have no voice to speak their mind.
plus after all our presentation yday. it was the vid for feli. her speech touched us too. her lessons are fun with all the questions and politics that we dare not question or face about our society which have an impact on chn with special needs.
her 'y'all', 'yay!', 'juz checking' and 'dance' we'll all miss. another thing tat made my eye sore MORE was when she gatherd us in a circle. went ard to and saying tat she'll nv leave us because she felt very strong and powerful about each of us and our abilities. she also
pronounce and recall all and each of our names infront of us.sang a malay song to us. (she's from Boston. tat touched me) i cant remember the title but it's
a song from a mother to her child. aww. it was super duper sweet. i'm sad tat i din send her off. but i noe i'll see her in Boston next yr. well both of them. they have made me learnt alot and really grow as a person somehow.
finally a wk break from sch. phew. it's been a draining tiring 6wks. great time now. i guess i'll be packing my room coz it's now piled up with notes and book. swim and work out i hope. haha. catch up on slp, tv and vcds. hee. and well maybe hang out with the girls at jamie's jacuzzi. hee.
a wk i haf on my own.daddy's bringing mi out to buy smthing for me later. hee. den tml will be spending time with baby before he goes off.
ok tinking about my bday in 2wks. hmm ppl has been asking wat i wan of coz. and gor already made the 1st move but giving mi my prez without mi asking. haha. i cant really tink of wat i wan. i juz searched for my whole wishlist. and urmm well here are the some changes. hee.
things i wan:*tiff & co
*new clothes
*watch
*jeans
*new laptop
*spas and massages
*holiday
*a hotel stay at Sentosa (with rose petal spa, romantic dinner)
*dinner @ Equinox
*dinner @ The Cliff Sentosa
*dinner @ il-lido Sentosa
*Cruise
*Stay at Fullerton
**last but not least my dear..**i guess it's 21st. so ppl be creative hahaha. these are juz some of the things i'm tinking now. i really cant tink of WHAT i WANT. hmm.
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