has been really spending time with baby before he leave. meeting up for lunch/dinner. movies. shopping. lazing. swimming. well days like tat came fast and went away fast. well let start off with some other things first. dec somehow is impt to me. coz it's the only month of the yr that i really feel like i'm a holiday mood. i'll be relaxed and just not think bout anything else.

holiday job was over juz before baby finish his reservist. I'm glad i had tat job coz i cld keep myself occupied and earn more ka-ching! hee. stayover at cat's on 11th and 12th was gd. we had crazy jap-food shopping. den making our own sushi and much sashimi the next day all to ourselves. hee. yum!

on 14th it was baby and me day. hee. made jap food for baby. he love love the food i made. hugs. den went off for spa. den it was shop shop and den yummy buffet dinner at Orchard Hotel. weee...hee. on 15th we went lappie shopping. we got the same model lappie. den headed for mj at kok's and hanging out with pal the next day.

movies we caught were 'Alvin and the Chipmunks' (we love the soundtrack and theodore--"i had a nightmare, can i slp with u?" aww..hee) vcds we borrowed. some were boring but 'Premonition' was fantastic. it really touched me, make mi think, make mi tear when tinking of how u feel when u lose ur loved ones. so cherish every min with them (that had an impact on me knowing that baby's leaving at tat moment) 'Redline'. cool show. with all the babes in short skirts and voom-voom cars. 'AVP 2' interesting show. baby likes predator with mask on. eee. ugly! haha. 'I'm legend' was our last movie tog. i tot it was a depressing show. so sad. baby tinks the sad part was the dog saving the owner. awww. bleah. always movies with him. now he's gone i dunno who will i watch movie with.....

we also spent time mj-ing at david's and kok's. not forgetting the oh-so-expensive-and-yummy food on bro's bday. baby ate such food for the first time and he was so damn impressed. haha. with 9 full plates of sashimi for 13ppl, cold dish, noodles and.....pen-cai. it's in a big pot with loads of ingredients such as abalone, sea cucumber, fa-cai, duck, scallops..i cant remember wat else but loads of expensive stuff. baby din even wanna leave a drop of soup behind. hahaha. he's so cute! den we went to the zoo and night safari on Xmas Day!!! weee. zoo was great loads of animals and ppl ard. cute kids. and yes we met baby's best fren and his own species. haha. bleah. den off to safari. first time for both of us. tram ride was cool. we enjoyed the whole day whole trip so so very much! hee. *happy* den on 26th we cooked tog. eggies and curry rice. plus vcd.

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left for Selangor with baby and family on 27th. poor baby wasnt feeling well with his tummy. steamboat lunch cum dinner. and of coz the funnie pronounciation of 'dessert' and correcting gor's usage of words from the waiter. wahahaha. alley. guys went to dye and cut hair. gor's was shocking. baby's was nice. i did henna. mac's for dinner.

went to KL for lunch. scrumptious-yummy-fulfilling buffet. i'm glad gor suggested there. haha. poor baby couldnt eat much. there were range of sashimi, paper-pot soup, western, spags, teppanyaki, chinese, oysters, desserts were trays of cookies, mochi and cakes for u to choose. ice creams were also high-end kind!!! wahhh!! i ate until i din feel well. hahha how horrible. sunway shopping bring back memories of when we were there last yr. alley. yummy nasi lemak.

lunch steamboat with pal and david when they arrive. tournamet starts. did nails. surprise for him. hee. baby made it to finals. 9th. well done. lunch at Chicken Buffet (why spore dun haf such cheap food) got home by 9plus.

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back in spore was swimming and more swimming with baby. everyday. coz he needs to practice and had me teach and help him. haha. all i can say is he's super cute in the water. the way he wears he's goggles, being shy, and all the dumb actions, looking left-right before he swims to see traffic he says and the 'walking' in the water stunt. I JUST LOVE HIM!!! hee. dim sum. pasta. jap. delifrance. cried to him loads also. how shameful. boohoo.

baby got new shoes and says he'll tink of me when he wears it. haha. helped him with packing at his place. he got a bag full of soft toys hahaha. our toys. wahha. reached the airport at 1145pm. cry cry. stupid me. had probs checking in due to the full flight. waited and he went in at almost 2am. cried hell. but when baby spoke to me in private. all those words seems so assuring and comforting. i cld feel him hugging me with all of his energy.

and yes. some thick-skinned duck just had to make the last goodbye. even though duck was rejected. duck had to be so determined to call again. all i can say is. fuck off. it's a new beginning. without u. at all.

i'm glad baby told me wat happen and assured me. i hope u come back soon darling. getting internet and card and all. glad that he's safely placed after he called. cant wait to see u. and he promised to send me branded bag and money when he earn enuf. hee.

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I wanna say a BIG BIG thank you to all my frens. those at the airport. clara, mich and pal. frens like cat, nai, jane and jing. thanx for checking up on me. asking mi how i am. and clara and mich thanx for lendin me the shoulder to cry on at the airport. telling me everything's ok and not to worry. i cant say how much i wanna thank u guys. being there when i needed someone the most. so now i'm alone here. must ask me out k? hee. i love u all!!!

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sch's starting tml. i dunno if i'm ready for tons of work again. but i haf to be. i'll remember baby's words to tell me to study hard. being occupied with work and frens i hope i'll be alright and overcome the feeling of emptiness.

will be leaving for Boston too in June. hope time will fly.

next up are photos for memory....

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