Friday, October 09, 2009
i like to sit and daydream. (:
accomplished? dumb? or juz wait?
getting f-king tired.
both work and thoughts.
gettting crap ppl at work. facing all the stress and ADD ONs.
i'm glad there's onli a couple more mths to go.
hopefully i dun haf to be there again.
failed attempt.
disappointment. lousy. loser. lazy. dumb. simple.
why did i even start?
go on, try on. determined to.
none of those friends are there. not supportive at all.
wat does supportive really mean? agree to u? or juz want u to dump the idea?
for me, i dunno.
i noe i need support.
loads of thanks to father. and kav. and wan. hearing all those.
maybe kav's right, do it. dun regret it. betta to say wat u wan to say, then regret later.
maybe father's right, wait and see. hope for the better.
maybe wan's right, keep occupied. movies, food and nonsense.
all right. all i want to. but i cant.
wat to do?
take it all in? like kav said, give myself a dateline. or deadline?
afraid. scared. nervous. puke.
till dec.
one and two.
ok. let's plan and see.
bought stuff. shall wait and see.
then say wat i want to say.
then be done with movies, food and nonsense if dead.
wat say u?
will u?
tat came back. started on 9th may 2009. wat a significant time. 090509. too late. too bad.
cld be 3rd.
hate when u missed.
thots of u and.
b's not.
when they knock u down, juz get back up.
sometime love comes ard. sayang.
fight back.
10:36 PM
PROFILE
reen.SLow
18th august 1986
where am i now:
pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be
this girl here loves to have people around. she loves
chocs, strawberries,
daisies, massages,
movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!
always cherish
those u have. your family, your love and your friends.