Sunday, July 11, 2004
i like to sit and daydream. (:
yesterday sick..morning wake up giddy..den gastric there awhile pain awhile not..like wanna vomit but nth come out..arghh..whole body abit aching..dunno why..maybe it's time to fall really sick ba..hmmm..today wake up feeling betta lah..gastric still pain leh..all go play BOM at plaza today..i'm not playing..later afternoon going SRC..got the friendly match..ai ya no need to see they sure win de lah..haha..wrist still abit sore..hai..not really in the condition to bowl today but ai ya see how lo..nvm ba..next wk also going to be a bowling wk..tues league, maybe thurs and fri training, sat got np open, sun got friendly match..hai..feeling tired recently dunno why..not say tired bout bowling..or wat..but tired mentally leh..also dunno why myself..recently having alot of weird weird dreams..is tat wat i really feel?? is tat wat i really wan now? i dunno tooo..hmmm...oh ya maybe next wk cant bowl much le..see how..juz remember got projects to be completed..arghhh...WTH..last nite my dad brought us to west coast walk walk and eat dessert haha..well see those bbq pits..and ppl playing..kids laughing..an image juz struck mi..hmmm..sometimes really feel lonely..but scared of getting hurt again..but i cant see anybody tat i need...sian..tok to a fren few days ago..bout somethings..he say i shld feeling weird bout it..i told him at first..but i'll still gif them my blessings lo..another person msg mi again..last time sec sch fren..cant really remember who though..den he say wat ky's fren..den ky also msg mi all those things agian..why why why... *fAiTh*
dOnt tEll m3
You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love cause you're so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that?
You're the one who gives it all away
[Chorus:]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
Don't think that your charmin the fact that your arm is now around my neck
I got you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that, you're the one who, throws it all away
[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up but you're no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way
Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway
11:44 AM
