*sweet memories etched in my heart*

Thursday, August 10, 2006

i like to sit and daydream. (:

my last session at centre was touching, yet more screaming. but well well. the faces on the chn's faces when i told them i was not coming anymore le. not tml. not next wk coz i've got sch. and Grace said, "why? can u dun go sch?"....her face juz make mi go "awwww"..gave them the goodies and in return they each gave mi a hug. and juz before i left the centre. all of them hugged my thigh not wanting mi to go. gosh this is sad man. haha. best wishes and blessings from the teachers. well it's another phase to move on. but i'll miss them though.

yday was our special day. time passes. it seem fast..but somehow to mi it seem slow..coz i wan so much more then wat's going on now. i wanna do and experience everything with him. but time always seem to stop us. coz it seemed so short.

well we caught "Click". we smuggled stuff in dear's "big bag" again. haha. all dear's fault ah. heee. we, the smugglers. filling up the room at first with otah..now with C.J. wahaha weee. show ok was ok onli. touching la. but it's juz abit how one shld noe and go thru all the details in life then life itself will be meaningful. blah blah blah. as usual. we walked and walked. decided to skip esplanade coz it was crowded and there were too many "ahem"..onli dear and mi noe. hee. bad to say la. we sat at the place where dear said tat might be able to see fireworks..but nah..there wasnt. boohoo. haha..but well juz spending time was gd. it was all plain and simple. i like.

he's my lover. my best friend. my family. told him something tat i was uncomfortable with. which i tot tat i cld keep it and not say out. but after talking to him, i felt gd. as in he understands wat i mean and wat i wan. i din wanna tok to cat coz she's still in the road to recovery, so i tot i tell him straight. i wan all of u dear. all of u have onli me. (hmm..does this make sense? haha..well he noe wat i mean) hugs. and of coz i take him as part of my family le. coz he takes mi too. *our promise*

i also juz got the answer to the thing tat i tot i shld not haf asked. although now after knowing i do feel abit weird and of coz upset..but i tink i'll be fine. as long as he dun tink bout the past and be mine for now. mine onli. nth matters. i juz wan him. i'll sure tink more today de dear (normal rite?), but i'll get over it ya. hugs.

"who ever is trying to take wat is mine will get it from me". i like this.

nobody's going anywhere.

a report to rush!!! ahh.

thank God I found you.

7:08 PM