a sad post.

was so so sick since sat mrning. i din turn up for tuition. went over to ah ma's place. fever was 39.5deg. felt terrible. head was so so heavy and burning. headache. body was so so hot. all i cld do was to lie on the couch and not move. took med. went to slp. felt betta. early Mother's Day dinner at RiceTable. baby will like it. we've always wanted to go but it was always fully booked. he din come coz he was working. and of coz ah ma will ask why he din come. although the food looks yummy and gd. i couldnt eat any coz they're either fried or spicy. i tink i cld onli eat the cucumber achar. haha. arghh. fever was back again. i tink i onli ate like 1potato cutlet, cucumber and less than 10 spoons of rice. felt like dying coz my body was so so aching like hell. had mummy towel my head when i was going to bed. felt betta. but fever came back again in the morning. 39. 6deg. argghh. went to see doc. and i'd say the receptionist was super duper rude. i was 2nd in queue. and she let a kid who came much later to go in. not tat i wanna complain. i noe he's a kid. when my mum ask the lady. she say "he ask high fever and stomach cramps.." in a loud voice. and when my mum told her i was also having high fever she kept quiet and refuse to answer anything. i was also suffering man. felt giddy while waiting. RUDE. 5kinds of tablets and cough mixture. eewww. super disgusting. after eating them felt like my whole mouth was tasteless and bitter. gosh. feel like dying. and last nite. when i went to bed my mouth felt so bitter tat i woke up in the midst of my slp and went to brush my teeth. din get much betta. started vomiting coz it was too much to bear. arghh. lost 0.7kg in a day. wonderful. din haf appetite. din haf strength to do anything.

today left with sore throat. and slight headache. i really hope it gets betta by wed. our plans for wed will have to push till fri. where we'll celebrate once and for all. coz if we were to do wat we planned. i dun tink wed will be ideal as i'll still be recovering. felt so bad.

suppose to meet him yday for lunch. but i was so sick i cant get outta hse. so he went to work instead. and now. for the 1st time. we dun see each other till a wk later. it has been a wk since we've met. both of us dun like this feeling. it's my fault. onli get to see him on wed. i dun care i wanna see him on wed man. i miss him like crazy.

being at hm. dunno wat to do. nth to do. no mood to do too. cancelled tuition for tml coz i wanna rest more. meetin baby on wed and fri. next wk's their exams. kambing's bday. writing nite-class. ah gong's bday dinner. quite 'filled'. but still. looking forward to smthing more before end of June comes.

many crazy things to do.

*2 days to anniversary*
*4 days to 2nd first date*

looking forward. i wan OUR time.

i miss u baby.

5:35 PM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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