have not been writing coz am damn packed with signments.....damn! super no life. but well. sch is still sch. lesson are interesting and fun but assignment's NOT!!! it's draining all our strength and sleep OUT!!! u can see from my random post.

managed to get quite a gd early slp last nite. distracted myself with tv coz it feels like a long time since i've watched. left my work till this mrning. bleah. in this entry. there'll be my days spent. some feelings i've been having. gd or bad.

27/6: facial @ wheelock. eye-treatment feels damn shiok esp after late nites. met cat FINALLY. sushi. walked ard. spore's kinda boring noe......tcc. den picked dear up from work.

29/6: so so so glad and relieved seeing dear after sch. i really dunno why. maybe coz it's fri and seeing him made mi relax and happy! hahhaa. eyebrow. crab at food festival. more crab soon k?? hee. Jap at suntec new foodcourt. waiting loooong. a day where many happy instances happened. it's also a day where bad news happened. learn to let go. learn to compromise.

30/6: headed to vivo to realise tat the top i wan did not have my size anymore!!! arghh. i need to SHOP SHOP SHOP!!! went down National Stadium with dear, gor, father, clara and hoyun. met cat. couldnt find aisha at all. hahahha. it was fun at the closing ceremony. the matches. band. special moments. march. song. fireworks. company. onli thing is tat it's damn HOT!!! dear and i were all so sticky and yucky. hahaha. and so we skipped the after-party. prata before heading home. i love the feeling. there was a 'shrink' of my heart when I saw. but oh well. it's smthing i'll have to face if it's long-term. so i'll strongly face it. "no matter wat, i'll nv change my perspective of *. i hate *" (some names are left out. feel in urself) i'm glad baby understand.



1/7: Happy Birthday Mummy!!! the day of rushing work. wedding dinner. nth much. i'm really wondering why things happen and happen again.

my days are rather fulfilling. tired though. but happening. hmmm. well there's a couple of stuff. a couple of intensive talks. "at his age it's fine for him to do those things, juz gotta let go", "juz be glad tat he's yours. tat u guys are tog", "it's coz i care and worry for u". it's a step i gotta talk. it all the busy schedules i have. i can slowly let go. juz a mental tot in mi tat kept mi going. he's quite supportive. so i'm glad.
it's kinda scary and worrying that things can be so vulnerable. one moment it's happy and ever. the other moment one might not 'be bothered' and be 'cruel' with the other. this example made mi thinking real hard. made mi worry too. can it last? each has it's own view. time? habits? personality? stubborn? oh well. it's juz moments when sometimes we know the truth or know how the person is like but we still fall for it. we still wanna 'hide' in the wonderland. den when reality strikes. we regret. well not regret. but we blame ourselves for being strong-headed. a moment when one lose the support of another. the feeling of lost i understand. it's the emptiness. the one u used to talk to is no more on relation to u. u have no reason to call. no 'identity' to call. it's depressing i noe. it scares me imagining if such things happen to me. how lost. how sad. how desperate i might be.
cherish wat u have in the moment. cherish the present. love the one who is WITH YOU.

wed's kinda my fav day now. haha. coz it's our new 'meeting' day!!! cant wait for tat piggy to get up. cant wait for our date. movies. looking forward to pedi this sun. with jane and mich. it's FINALLY HERE!!! wat i've been waiting for.....a gd gd scrub and paint. hahahhaa. la la la.

some other pics from clara and grad pics finally from cheryl will be up next.

love all!

11:24 AM

reen.SLow
18th august 1986

where am i now: pursuing my future!
my all time wish:
to be as happy as i can be

this girl here loves to have people around. she loves chocs, strawberries, daisies, massages, movies, and of coz to indulge in good food and retail therapy!

always cherish those u have. your family, your love and your friends.

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