*sweet memories etched in my heart*

Monday, November 17, 2008

i like to sit and daydream. (:

loved.inspired.touched.life.

has been tired but dun really wanna slp yet.

it has been a rather hectic wk. physically and emotionally. but it's ok. i'm ok. i've gone thru tat enuf for the yr. it's time to move on and be somewhere betta. thot there cld be a person for mi. but there aint. it's only my own wishful thinking. but it's ok. i'm fine. as we girls always tok. there's only 1 conclusion and we all noe it. it's juz tat i always thot there will be somebody different. a person who can look at mi differently. a person i nv thot i'd haf smth for. but surprises always gets to you. so well. who can u blame? maybe myself for being too into it. shrugs. but it's ok. i was being insensitive and i understand.

finally going back to work after many days of leave. haha. but well when a fren needs u a fren needs u. and i'm the kind tat will do anyting for a gd fren. somemore it's my pal. so of coz gotta be there for him. i remember mummy always saying tat i'm too skinny and tat she resemble her when she was young, then when she grow older she shrunk. wat she said to mi kept replaying in my mind recently. guess it's someone i knew and who always had a smile on her face tat had an impact on me. i'm really touched and inspired somehow after wat have happened. i mean emotions do get to me. left mi being sad and crying and stuff. but i noe infront of my pal i haf to be strong too coz i dun wanna get him down. and i'm super happy and impressed at how strong this fren of mine is. i've known him for so long, and this is a really big challenge/hurdle for him, and yet he was able to pull himself thru it. broken down a couple of times. but it's ok. it's perfectly normal. and i'm glad i was with u pal. hugs. it really shown how much a person can be forced to grow, and how much a person can affect u so much, making u stronger, more matured and more determined to be a better person and also help and cherish people ard u.

i guess i cld go on ard this. will do this later. but all i can say it:

we're all here for you, pal. you know we are. as ur pal, i'm super proud of u. so be strong. stay strong for ur family, for her, for ah gong ah ma, for yourself (as the responsibilities u have ahead) and definately for mummy k. she'll be proud of you from above. hugs.

much more to say before the yr end.

frens. my future. my life.

cherish wat you have and not complain about wat u dun have.

11:39 PM